chaselyn one shots <3

a hard day.

SPOILERS FOR SEASON 2

Chases pov
Today was going to be a rough day, we haven't even left our apartment yet but we all know what scene we have to shoot today - Sarah's 'death' scene.

I was dreading it. I don't know how realistic it would feel but usually Jonas gives us personal tips and stuff to improve our acting. Jonas was an amazing director so it most likely would feel completely realistic.

"Chase, are you ready to leave?" Mads says, walking over to me. I sigh and shake my head. "It'll be fine, C. I'm here. I'm safe" she says, stroking my cheek. "I know. It'll just be tough" I say and she nods.

As soon as we got to set, Jonas immediately greeted us. "You two have an hour to get dressed and go to hair and makeup, then it's the big scene" he says and walks off.
Once I got my John B clothes on, I walked over to Maddie's trailer. I knocked on the door and she opened it, wearing her Sarah Cameron outfit. "Can we just spend like 5 minutes together before we have to go to hair and makeup?" I ask and she nods. We cuddle up in the couch in her trailer.

"I know it's going to be hard Chase but I'm okay. I'm not gonna leave you" she says. "I know" I sigh. She strokes my cheek, "You'll do amazing" she tells me and places a gentle kiss on my lips.

There was a knock on the door, telling us we both had to go get out hair and makeup done. That only took about 30 minutes so now we were on set. Even looking at the fake blood all over Mads made me upset. It looked so realistic and I couldn't even imagine what I would do if it happened in real life.

"Chase, come here" Jonas shouts me over so I walk over to him and nod. "I want you to imagine it's Madelyn. Not Sarah. Imagine that it's your girlfriend lying on the table, about to die and then even her dying. I know it's tough but it'll come out amazing" he tells me and I nod.

We all get where we need to be and Jonas shouts, "action."

"Now when I do go in, she's gonna lose a lot of blood. And it may kill her" the doctors says. "No. No" I say. "Or it may not kill her. Point is I can't be held liable for this either way" he says. "You're not liable, all right?" I say.

As we get more and more into the scene, the harder it gets. "Hey John B" Mads says tiredly. "Hey Sarah, it's me" I say, stroking her hair and cheek. "Sleepyhead" I tell her, still stroking her cheek. "John B?" She croaks out again, more weak this time. I must say this was so realistic. It was as if my girlfriend was dying right in-front of me.

"Hey. Hey, you're okay" I say. "I can't feel anything" she says quietly. "No, no. You're okay. It's okay. Just listen to me" I say, panicked. "If I don't make it..." she says, stuttering and weakly. "Don't talk like that. You're gonna be fine. We'll leave this creepy doctors office, and everything's gonna be okay" I say, still stroking her cheek. "I need you to stay with me, okay?" I ask but her eyes shut and the heart monitor makes a noise.

"Doc? Doc?" I scream. He tells me what to do and I have to do CPR. Sure it's fake but it feels so real. "Stop!" The doctor yells. "What's wrong, what's going on?" I ask him and he turns the machine off. "What are you doing? Help me?" I yell. "She's just lost too much blood, kid. I'll leave you with her" he says and leaves the room.

I look down at Mads. I don't care if she was still alive it looked like she wasn't. Tears fall down my cheeks. I had to keep giving her CPR but I could hardly focus. I wasn't thinking she was Sarah. All I was thinking about was Madelyn. Tears wouldn't stop, "hey come on" I say whimpering. I pat her, hoping it makes her better. "Come on. Come on! Wake up!" I yell. "Sarah wake up!" I scream. I stopped the CPR and just looked down at her. The love of my life. The one I wanted to marry. It was too realistic. Nothing in my mind right now was telling me she was alive because it was all too realistic.

I done what Jonas said and acting as if this was Mads. I rest my head on her chest, crying into it. This was breaking me. "Wake up! I say crying into her. "Mads" I say, looking at her and stroking her hair. "Maddie. Wake up. Don't leave me" I say crying even more. I rest my head back on her chest and then stroke her hair, "I love you" I say crying and sniffing.

"Cut" Jonas yells but I don't stand up, I'm still resting my head on Maddie. "Hey, hey. Chase I'm here. I'm okay" she says, sitting up facing me. "No. No" I say panicking.

Madelyns pov
"Chase listen to me. You need to calm down, you're panicking yourself" I say, holding his hands in mine. "We'll leave y'all alone for a bit, you two have no more scenes today, well done!" Jonas says and all the crew leave us so we are now alone in the room. He just looks into my eyes, he was still crying. Hearing him say Mads and Maddie broke my heart. I just wanted to sit up and hug him and tell him it was all okay. I know he's an actor, an amazing one at that but seeing someone you love acting dead covered in blood isn't easy.

"Chase. Look at me" I say, his breathing was getting quicker and he was panicking himself. "You need to calm down, you're going to have a panic attack babe" I say, wiping the tears off his cheek. "Mads. I can't" he says, trying to catch his breath. It was clear he was having a panic attack, they've been more frequent since starting to film season 2. "Follow my breathing C, just like that" I say and I place his hand on my chest, so he could feel my breathing.

After a couple of minutes, he was much calmer. "I'm sorry" he says, not making eye contact with me. "What for?" I ask. "Saying your real name instead of Sarah. Having a panic attack and..." he says but I cut him off. "Chase, it wasn't your fault you had a panic attack. Plus, I think it was cute you said my name. I love you" I say, kissing him on the lips. "I love you too. I'm glad you're safe" he says and rests his head on my shoulder.

"Wanna go home and cuddle with Mi?" I ask and he nods. "Today's been awful" he tells me.

"A hard day" he adds.

I loved this boy so much and I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him.