What will you do if the one who loves you unconditionally suddenly forgets about you... What will you do if all that happen is because of you - Gavin
What will you do if you wake up someday and you are married to someone you don't remember. Would yo...
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DANE POV
I woke up feeling so weak. I tried to move my head and look around. I saw that it was only 5 in the morning. I looked around more and realized where I was right at this moment.
"How did I get herein my room?" I asked myself. The last thing that I remember is that I'm in the living room crying so hard in my parents' arms then nothing. Did I lose my consciousness again?
I was about to lift my left arm when I noticed someone holding it. Gavin is sleeping. He's resting his head on my bedside, but I know that head. I can never be wrong about who it is, and when I confirmed it, my heart started to beat so loud again. My breathing is getting shallow.
"What is he doing here? I don't want him here! I don't want to see him!" I badly want to yell these words, but nothing is coming out of my mouth! Nothing but tears! My tears are starting to fall from my eyes again! I am crying again! Because of him, I'm hurting again! Haven't I had enough! Haven't I suffered enough! I don't want to be hurt again! I just want to be happy! Can't I be satisfied? Can't I?
So even though I still felt so weak, I tried so hard to stand from bed, but I needed to do it carefully and silently! I don't want him to wake up. I don't want to talk to him not because I'm afraid for myself but my parent! I don't want to imagine their reaction once they know what this despicable man did to me! Everything that he lied and kept to me! They trusted him! They entrusted their only child thinking that this horrible man would always take care of their precious child, but that is not what happened. Every pain that I'm feeling right now is because of him!
Just because I love him! Just because I trusted him! Here I am, dying all over again. Many people would say that I should talk to him first but for what? For him just to think of a way to lie to me again! He had many chances to tell me everything but did he? has he indeed been honest with me? Is there anything about us that is not a lie! Maybe my love for him, yes! It is not a lie because I love him! I love him still! I love him so much but does he? Does he love me?
You make me love you so much that my heart and mind are blind! I gave everything to you. Assuming your love is real! I depend on you for everything that I have. My body! My heart! Even my soul is in your grasp, but I didn't know It would hurt like this. Your heart is lying! How can I ever accept it! Everything is destroyed! Each dreams that you and I have, crumble because of you. How can I get away now? I feel like my love is your slave!
I woke up, but it was all too late! I don't know what to do anymore! I can't think of anything else but to run away! I just want to escape from all of this! I don't want to keep hurting myself! I can't continue to live on a lie! I just can't!
I grabbed my spare phone and some money in my drawer before. I have no idea I will use this today. I guess fate is helping me escape out of here.
I was successful in going outside my parent's house. I maybe endanger myself right now, but I don't want to be here anymore. I tried to look for a cab even though I was struggling. Thankfully, after a minute of waiting here, an empty cab passed before me, so I immediately tried to call it. It stops, so I instantly get inside.
