ThE AbYsS oF DarKneSs | JHP

C H A P T E R 1

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    A world too bad for a being like you. You were too fragile and you are still. You feel that you are breaking every ugly word that is addressed to you. The puppet of your parents and your supposed friends, who stay with you only for the wealth of the family. You would rather die than be born into such a family. Lies have been present in your life since you appeared. Of course they didn't want you. You were a mistake. You are a disappointment.  You've never been good enough for them. That's what made you think about yourself.  That you're not good at anything... and you're not going to do anything in your life. With a broken heart many times... All the boys you liked, took out your heart and trampled on it.  They shattered your soul.. They destroyed your last ray of light.. They took your purity They did what they wanted with you and your fragile body.

..Then they left leaving you to lie in your own tears, darkness and bitterness. You started hurting yourself... The wounds on your wrists only brought back bad memories. The confidence you trust is your teddy bear. Sunny.. you tell him everything that hurts you.. Even if it's a toy and what you do seems crazy, that's the only thing that stops you from going crazy. Of course you don't have it from your parents... You received it from the only person who really loved you. Who helped you. But which, unfortunately, is no longer there. She arrived among the angels. Where her place was. Your grandmother... she was... she died too young. It must have been your parents' hand.

- I'm sorry... I'm sorry..
These are the words you've been saying for a few minutes. Stand on the railing of the bridge looking at the water: Han River. The safe place where you can find peace.. The wind was blowing quite hard, this  making your hair stand in front of you.
Tears flow rapidly on your pink cheeks.
Your eyes are red and swollen, full of pain. Your hands are shaking non-stop.... 
Carefully cross the railing.
Hold on tight to the bar trying to keep your balance...

- I'm sorry I'm a disappointment..
You say without any heartbreak and release the bar you were supporting so far.
Your body falls empty, in a few seconds it will make contact with ice-cold water.
You weren't struggling, you didn't want to come to the surface..
You wanted to end this forever. 
You wanted your nightmare to end...

You were unconscious... it was a little longer and your body gave way.
Your eyes were half open and you could see the small air bubbles in the water...

Suddenly you feel someone grab you by the hand. You couldn't react in any way. You wanted to tell him to let you die there.
Your body is slowly pulled to the shore..
You did not move in any way.. as if you were dead..

- Yah, are you okay!?
A boy's voice is heard. You couldn't answer him, you didn't have the strength to make a move. You wanted to know why he saved you and not let you die. 
- Come on, help will come soon! he says, then he starts shaking you.
That was all you could hear before you closed your eyes..

                          Prov. Jung Hoseok

- Yaah! How did this happen?  My friend asks, looking at me agitated.

- She was on the edge of the bridge when I got there, then I immediately jumped to try to save her! Or at least I tried... wait for the doctor's answer! I say with a sigh and then run my hand through my still wet hair.

- I hope so.. Jungkook murmured, letting his body rest on one of the chairs. 

After a few minutes of waiting in the hallway, the doctor leaves the room with some sheets in his hand. 

- Hello! Are you related to the young lady?

- "I'm her boyfriend"  I say without thinking, then I give myself a mental slap.
How could I put something like that in my mouth? Who knows what I'm getting into now...

- Oh... okay. Please come with me.

He motions for me to follow him, and we enter in his office. I took a seat in a chair in the room, waiting for his answer.

- Her boyfriend, right? 

- "Yes..." I say looking down, still regretting saying that..

- Well... the patient suffered a strong shock at the sudden contact with water, as a result of which the skull suffered and unfortunately has a trace of amnesia.  Fortunately, not a serious one, she will only be able to remember some things... and one day she will regain all her memory.

- Amnesia?

- Yes. I don't think she'll remember you. 

I don't even think she can remember, considering we don't know each other, I say in my mind.

- I understood. Do you have anything else to say?  I ask in a hurry, because the boys were waiting for me outside to go to the club owned by my father.

- Only that. She will be discharged tomorrow.  We are waiting for you to come and get her.  Then I will give you the list of medicines. She was lucky that she did not suffer anything worse.

- Thanks for the information, see you tomorrow.

After I say that, the doctor gets up from his chair and holds out his hand to me.  I get up and then shake his hand.
I take one last look at him before I leave the office.

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- Why did you stay so long? Jimin asks with a bored face

- We talked about her situation. They said she had amnesia and to go get it tomorrow. 

- And what are you going to do? 

- Amnesia? It doesn't sound good.  Jin says, quickly taking up time on the phone.

- "I'm not going, I have nothing to do with her." 
  I said simple.

I take the keys out of my pocket and go to my black car.

*This was the first chapter. I hope you liked it!  All the praise goes to @Kimjin45 . The book is being edited. Purple ya*💜