Fright

ch5

Hanbin Pov

After crying for a while I finally stopped and think of going to the rooftop but then I realized that I can be upset and do something stupid so I just changed my clothes and went out of the hospital 'im sure Jungkook will worry about me, but I just need some time alone to pick my self up' I thought before walking finally out of the hospital, it was already night time and the breeze was really cold but it's okay at least it already stopped on raining. I was walking on the sidewalks when my stomach started to grumble 'i should eat something' I thought then made my way towards some random convinience store

"This please" I said almost a whisper giving the ramen cup to the counter lady who was looking straight at me "miss are you okay? You don't look so well" she said concerned, I just gave her a weak smile saying "Ani.. kwaenchana, thanks for your concern" after paying I then walked out sitting on the chair for the costumers outside the store, I opened the ramen but then my chopsticks fell down, a sigh left mine as I stood up from my sit taking the chopsticks off the ground, I walked back to my chair but my legs grew weak making me fall, but instead of falling down the ground I felt someone's arms rapped around my waist

I opened my eyes seeing the rude guy I spit at, my eyes was staring at his for sometime already, I was telling my self to look away but I couldn't get my self to do it "neo kwaenchana?" He asked making me go back to my senses "oh y-yeah t-thanks" 'what the hell why am I stuttering?!' I stood up from the position we where in bowing my head "your welcome" he answered looking straight at me, making me look away "umm and about what happen to the both of us before, I apologize for being rude and mean to you" he explained, I smiled at him saying "it's fine, it is my fault too, seusunghamnida"

I bowed again "can I ask for your name?" He asked genuinely "oh naneun Jeong Hanbin imnida" I offered my hand for him to shake "oh well I'm Choi Yeonjun, I'm your sit mate  but it seems like you didn't knew about it cause you never looked at anyone at school" he explained "oh I just don't like making contact with anyone" he just nod at my sentence "I think you better eat your food" he said making me realize that my food is getting cold "oh mianhe" I said sitting down on the chair "would you like to sit down?" I asked not really sure if that was a good idea "sure" he answered sitting down on the chair Infront of me

"Umm it's not that I'm being nosy but, I saw you at the hospital earlier" he spoke making me choke on my food "jinjayo?" I asked getting upset, I just really don't want anyone to know about my Illness cause it will just cause trouble "Ne but I promise I won't tell anyone else about it and I kinda heard you fight with Jungkook sunbaenim" he explained slowly "oh is that so.. can you please--" "I understand you, I might not know the reason why you had that kind of illness but I understand it, it happened to someone I knew before" he whispered the last part 

Well that made me a little bit sad for him "well what happened to that person?" I asked a little bit curious "sadly.. she died, she killed her self, you know Jungkook sunbaenim is right for some point, you should think about it a lot, you might be in peace and the pain will stop, but that pain will stay to the people you will be leaving" he explained carefully making me realize that I was wrong and they were all right

I couldn't say anything else cause I was hurting so much and I just hurt the guy who took care of me so much "yah.. don't be sad, Jungkook sunbaenim will understand you, stop worrying already" why does he spoke like he handled something like this before? "Umm Yeonjun-ssi--" "just call me Yeonjun" he cut me off showing his bright smile "Yeonjun can I ask? Who are that person to you?" I asked making him pout a little "she's.. my mom" he said in a sad tone of voice

"Omo Jinja mianhe" I said hurt for him "Ani kwaenchana, but it does really hurt me when she left, I was acting on my worst, I hated her for what she did, but then years passed and I forgotten all about it.. but it does still hurt" he explained smiling through his pain "I could've done the same thing, I didn't even realize that I'll be hurting someone so badly" I spoke thinking of my Imo and Jungkook "it's never to late to change" he encourage, while me on the other hand was lost in my train of thoughts "I'll help you" he said making me look at him "Pardon?" "I'll be there whenever you need me, I'll help you get through this, it's the least I can do for you" he exclaimed making me frown at him "why would you help me? you don't even know me" I asked confused by his words

"Let's just say that I never had the chance or maybe I did had the chance but.. I still didn't made it work, just let me help you get through this, 'that's an order'" he said emphasizing the last part "now eat up and let me walk you home, it's getting late" he said looking at his watch 'what the hell just happen we barely knew each other and here he is making an order like his someone in my life'