Fright

ch13

Yeonjun Pov

I stayed, stayed beside her every second, minute, hour, day, month and year, I stayed there for her until this very day were she woke up, finally after a long sleep, I wondered was she going to be sad and just want to give up once she hears the shocking news that might led her into something, once again I was afraid, afraid of loosing her, still she have to know the truth, the truth that will surely hurt her but will make her realize something about her life, she look at me with those tired eyes of her as she smiled faintly moving her hands indicating that she wanted me to hold them, which I did apparently, I was happy that I was there on the first day she woke up once again, I want her to know what happen to me, how I stayed strong and graduated our senior year while I took care of her, Jungkook hyung and his friends will be graduating two years from now, my friends they were finding a school to fit in, I wanted to tell her all the struggles I've been though and how I got pass them with her by my side asleep or awake. I bit my inner cheek wanting to tell her everything but I couldn't just get my self to do it, instead I look down

"Yeonjun-ssi kwaenchanayo" she blurt out making me look up at her, her feign words echoing in my head, how can she say that she's fine in this kind of state, 'hanbin just why?' "Yeonjun-ah I'm really okay, I know Everything" she spoke making me cock an eyebrow "h-how--" she cut me off "she told me" she smiled sincerely as she held  my hand interlocking our fingers together which fit perfectly together, I smile contented as she did the same 'your alright... Everything's alright..'

Flash back (hanbin's Dreamland) 2 years ago

"Hanbin-ah~" a voice echoed trough the fogs scattered around the white peaceful place "y-yeobosaeyo?" She stuttered squinting her eyes still couldn't see nothing but the mist which was all over the place, moment of squinting and asking, a silhouette stood there wearing a white dress which was somewhat looks like one from the saints she saw in the chapels "Sorry but who are you? We're am I?" She asked the lady who stood her back facing her, she turned around a precious smile drew on her face, a tear drop from her eyes as she took a step towards the lady in white "Imo i-is that you?" She asked as tears brimmed from her's, the lady then nod her head as she caressed her tear stained cheeks, she held her hand which was warm "Imo mianhe" she cried as she hugged her sobbing on her shoulder, the lady smiled through the hug as she pat her back "neo kwaenchana?" The lady asked, she just nod her head not knowing what to say, then she remembered what just happened --what she just did "Imo I'm dead aren't I?" She asked looking down ashamed of what she just did, she promise to every people down there who cared for her all the time that she will never commit such thing, but she just did, she killed her self "imo mianada" she cried, the lady lift her chin up so now she is looking straight at her "it's okay, everything alright~" she comforted her as she continued to break down "but if I'm dead.. then.. how are you here with me?" She asked upon realizing why was she in that place in the first place, the lady  just smiled at her "I saved you" words that she never wanted to hear anymore, she was hurting so much, why would she do that? Why would she save such a useless life like her's, those thoughts was running wild in her mind "why? Why would you do that?! " She yelled "I'm nothing... I'm useless.. why would you do that? Just why?" Her knees broke making her fall sobbing on her knees while the lady crouch down and pulled her into a hug "I did that because I love you hanbin.. your the most  important thing to me, ever since I got you and Jungkook my life change, before.. I never thought that I could change but you prove me wrong, you change me you and Jungkook did.. and I would do anything for the both of you, so please do one thing for me, try your best to love and accept yourself because that's the only thing that will make me happy, the thing that will make all of us happy.. mianada Jinja mianada. I love you my hanbin eomma  love you so much, be strong for me okay?" She caressed her cheeks before fading "Saranghaeyo Imo, I'll do my best, I promise you that"

End of flash back

Hanbin Pov

"Yah why are you crying?" I chuckled upon seeing the crying Yeonjun who had his lips curve into a pouting one, he just shook he's head denying that he wasn't crying, which made me laugh a little bit, I took his hand and engulfed it with mine "it's alright, everything is fine now, she need to rest too" I reassured him as I pat his hands which was in mine "where's Jungkook Oppa?" I asked looking around realizing that it was just the both of us who was in it, he wipped His tears and sit back up still not letting go of my hands "he's gonna be here any moment, I called him earlier" he spoke which earned a nod from me, I stared at his face seeing a few tears which was left on his face, I pulled my hands up wiping his tears "don't cry anymore, I'm here now, I'll never leave anymore I promise" I spoke which earned a pout from him as he cried once more "oh I just told you not to cry, why are you crying?" I asked chuckling "you said that the last time too but then you left me" he cried while I just chuckled at him, I stood from bed and pulled him into a hug, I can sense that he was shock but then he hugged back "don't you have anything to say?" I asked crossing my arms while he just look away

"About that"