Our Sunshine

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People always ask why I hate my dad like no-because my dad is always is talking about how hard grownups work and compare grownups to kids there are plenty of kids who are suffering from depression And anxiety and diseases and people who have COVID and your over here getting mad you work 24/7 Like bitch pick a job you like your acting like you have it hard sit down bitch because your not special so stop comparing things that have to suffer more then you🧍🏽‍♀️it's kinda sad because kids have to listen to grownups or they will get in trouble the grownup can tell the kid to take off your pants and they can't even do anything it makes me cry thinking about because I got raped over 13 times it's crazy right and your over there complaining about how hard you have it your oblivious not in the same world as us so stop complaining about how hard you got it like you got no problem bringing you bitches to the house but when I ask you to stop comparing grownups to kids you flip off you gave me anxiety I almost killed myself 3 times the last time I almost succeeded if My mom never called me she had to remind me why there is something worth living for she had to give me the reasons why i should be so happy to live yet you knew about this he didn't care not until my mom told him to talk to me he is literally the reason putting me in crowds making me feel unsafe around him marking me uncomfortable I can't even eat in front of him without being uncomfortable and it's so sad because I should not have to feel like that towards the person who hold me on the date of my birth who loved me as a child it's sad he even replaced me You lied to me that promise we had 5 years ago what happen to that promise this is the 29th promise he broke he can't stop lying to me he even tried to break open the door knowing I was changing you think he wouldn't do anything to hurt me only if you knew it's worse having to go in school and someone saying "your lucky you even got parents"when you wish to have any other parent and to make it harder there always got to be someone that bullies you and picks on you to just make it worse this is why Sucide is stupid it's stupid because it's sad when that's the only thing you wanna do and Nobody cares until your dead I heard of that and thought if that but I dream to get threw this I know I can I'm just slowly giving
Keep this as a message who has every experienced this you aren't alone you have many reasons to live even if you did bad things everyone deserves to be love no one should every feel insecure when you are beautiful you just have to Embrace it If someone doesn't like you don't be that person that gets mad just be calm even if others don't like you that isn't a reason to get mad just shrug it off you shouldn't have to be sad someone dosent like you not everyone is gonna like you but there is people who do even if it's 1 person they love you dearly there should never be a time where you want to die because when you die your gonna lose all your chances and realize that you should've never done it don't let mean comments get to you and make you wanna die because you should've ignored them and moved on because their is so much to do with your life so please don't waste your time
Today on Tik Tok I saw a girl and her face was messed up and all the comments were calling her ugly but you know what she did she ignored them you can do that too they don't deserve to see you cry you are so much better everyone is beautiful No one deserves to be called ugly because god made you beautiful So don't let anyone bring you down because your perfect just the way you are
I uhm made this message today Because I uhm Have gotten Really sick and I'm going three too much right now So I might be going to the hospital so the updates will be safe until I fix myself thank you for wasting your time on this and if you have need someone to talk to you can always talk to me and if you need help or having Sucide Thoughts then please call this number (800)273-8355 Goodbye have a good day!