Valentine 3: City Lies

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Asia

6:48 pm

Asiaaaa, let's go out.

Kakagaling mo lang sa sakit. No. You rest.

Ehhh?

Anong eh? Isa pa, we need to talk din about Grey.

Ohhh. Hehehehe.

Anong hehehe. I thought tapos na?
You said hindi mo na babalikan.
Kasi 5 years ago na naka move on ka na?

It's a frank.

Scottie, alam mong ayaw ko sakanya but I respect you.
But this cycle has got to stop.

I said naman sakanya na tama na eh.

Oh tapos after 3 days okay na uli? Tas mag titiisan na namna ng ilang linggo or buwan? Tas you guys will be okay uli?

I know. Kaso you know I love him.

Love pa ba yan? Ang toxic na. Pag nalaman to nila Lourd baka mabasag mukha nun.

Kaya nga di ko pinapakilala eh.

Ang sabihin mo kaya ang sabi mo sakanila is manliligaw or casual lang kasi ayaw mo masermonan and you wanna protect him from them.

I know. And for sure mabubugbog si
Grey when I told them the truth.
Ikaw lang naman may alam ng totoo eh.

Ay talagang mabubugbog ng boys yan. Hinahayaan lang nila now cause they know na casual lang kayo.
Why do you keep on doing this?

Kaya nga quiet ka nalang please. Idk. Cause I love him?

I'm not in the place to tell them ano kayo, so don't worry. You love him enough na hahayaan mo na nasa ganyang cycle kayo? It's never ending. Nag hiwalay na kayo nuon eh.

No one can match eh. Ewan, sakanya pa din bagsak ko.

Bullshit. You know that's not true. Ayaw mo lang mag move on and ayaw mo iopen yang heart mo for other people who can love you much better. Hindi ka pa ba napapagod?

Napapagod na. Sinasagad ko lang sarili ko.

And that is right, because?

Para no regrets in the end.

Ewan ko sayo. Malaki ka na. Alam mo na tama.
Kahit ano naman sabihin ko you won't listen.

I swear, ititigil ko na talaga to promise.

Leche ilang beses mo na ba ko nascam sa ganyan? Tas after a few days you'll be like "Hehehe babe okay na uli kami."Scammer ang gaga.

Hahahhahaha. Totoo na tooooo.

Whatever, babe.

Promise. I want to prioritize myself naman.

No, you need to love yourself. Lagi nalang ibang tao iniisip mo eh.

I know, medyo na realize ko na naman yon. So, can you help me?

In what way naman?

Idk. If he text me sawayin mo ko?

Block him and discipline yourself. I can remind you but it's still up to you.

Okay, but can I cry to you if I miss him?

Yes, as long as you are moving on I'll be there to help you.

Thank you, bb. I love u!

And I love you too but please ikaw naman muna ngayon. Sarili mo muna okay?

Opo.