**•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚Chapter 11˚*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚*

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Warning: self image issues and cursing

Why would you ever want me?
I'm not even good enough for me

I stare at myself in the mirror. I'm so lanky and awkward. Why would you ever want me Oliver. I'm nothing but an uptight prefect who's has no idea how to have fun.
Fuck... What's wrong with me. How can ethier of them like me. I'm horrid. How can ethier of them like me when I don't even like myself.

I gave you my sweater
It's just polyester

I turn to sit on my bed gazing at the window and thinking. I move my head and see its my Weasley sweater the same one I gave both of them. It's just some stupid sweater but it holds so much meaning and feelings. Why can I figure out my feelings.

But who I like better?

Why can't I figure this out? I'm apposed to be the smart one. But when ever I try to decided it all gets jumbled up in my mind and I can't think clear... I can't think clear when ethier of them are around. They both make my heart speed up, they both make me blush, they both give me butterflies. Shit.. why can't I figure this out.

Maybe not Heather

Maybe it's not Penelope and it's Oliver. I can see myself growing old with him; having a whole Quidditch team of kids. It all seems nice...

Maybe it's Heather?

Maybe it's Penelope. I do love her. She makes me happy. We both compatible. Both being prefects and top of our classes. I can see myself growing old with her and having a house full of kids and leading the Ministry of Magic together.

Maybe not Heather

Maybe it's Oliver?

Maybe it's?

Maybe it's people? Maybe it's Oliver?
Both of those fantasy are lovely. Why can't I choose. Why can't I make up my mind. I don't want to lead both of them on. Why can't I decide? I don't want to lose ethier by not choosing. I wish I knew....

(I wish I knew better)

A/N: sorry this chapter took so long to make I have been so busy lately

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A/N: sorry this chapter took so long to make I have been so busy lately.




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