We ate dinner with no talking.luckily dad hadn't been drinking. When he does I take Jake in my room but because toms here its all different
We ate spaghetti and meatballs in silence.it was awrkward.very awrkward.
After dinner dad went out to a pub most proberbly while me and tom did the dishes."your dads been distant ever since your mums left hasn't he?" Tom spoke the words I didn't want to hear.
I simply nodded in response and carried on.it wasn't that I didn't like tom, I really liked him. It was just I didn't want him to know the truth.the scars.
Once we finished the dishes we watched TV.it wasn't romantic because Jake was sitting on my lap. We were also watching friends my faveroute show.
It was the one where joey became a tour guide.every thing was going great now and it was 9:39. Every thing WAS great.
I herd the door try and be opened so I carried Jake upstairs while tom ran. We pushed my cupboard in front of my door and climbed out of my window with Jake still asleep.
I explained that their was a lot of local criminals breaking in.tom said it was still not right and that I could stay at his for the night.
We walked slowly towards his house holding hands.I felt guilty though.tom doesn't know the truth.I don't want him to but he derseves to know. The scars.
When we got their Alice shuffled us in while to explained the fake situation. We laid Jake down on their sofa. It was late but me and tom didn't care.
He sowed me his computer setup talked all about his new mianite seiries.Sonya and tucker seemed cool but I ceartanly would not be on team mianite.
Dianite was way cooler I mean pranks,making tucker salty what else.
We skyped tucker for a while talking about la and weather.over here it was raining but in la it was perfectly sunny.jealous, yes.
By now it was 12:30 and to was asleep on me.not in a romantic way. His head was on my shoulder as arm on my waist.
As I stood up tom was about to fall so I picked him up and dragged him into his bed.I pulled the covers up and turned the light off.
I crept downstairs hoping no one was up but to my surprise it was Jake."will dad be nicer one day?" Jake asked.
" dad is a man who has lost great love. He was left broken and wants justice. We are apart of his lost and he wants it all gone otherwise it remihnds him of his lost. That's why there are scars.that's why we hurt.the cuts, the bruises, everything. That's the reason."
If only we were really alone.
Aurthors note
Hiya guys you asked for it so here is another chapter. I wrote this while I was in enrichment and was bored I hope you enjoy ;)
