Neutral

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Im not happy
Im not sad
Im neutral

I look up at sky and think "im neutral"
But what does that mean
What does that mean to me or anyone

Im not happy nor am i sad
And im okay with it
I dont stand out
And im okay with it
I have one friend and many "friends"
And im okay with it
I get good grades when i want to
And im okay with it
My family is normal
And im okay with it

If im okay with myself being neutral
What does being neutral mean to me
It means that I dont want to be know for something
I want to be invisible as if Im not seen
I want to be boring and be alone
I dont want to fake what i really want
But in society you have to act a certain way in order to feel "okay"

But what if i am okay with being neutral

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Lol I made this at like 12 am and was probably sleepy or something so sorry if it makes no sense whatsoever. Anyways hope you like it (:

~maia

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