Have you ever felt a pain?
Not a physical pain like where you cut yourself by accident or stubbed your
Toe on your bed
But an internal pain
The type that make you feel empty and cold
The type where you feel like your insides are being ripped apart
Will there ever be a relief?
Will I ever be able to find someting to fill my empty soul?
Will i ever be able to feel like my body is put back together the way it was about a year ago?
Maybe its just a phase i tell myself
Maybe i will put back together like normal and be "happy"
But what is happy?
Is it a feeling or an action?
Do you show happiness or do you feel it?
I want to feel happy instead of showing happiness when clearly inside i feel empty
I feel no emotion
I show no emotion
When will i be "happy" again?
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Ah I wrote this out of the having cramps wow. Btw sorry if its like really informal and has a bunch of errors lol. Have a good day! (:
~maia
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PoetryThis is a just a "book" with a bunch of random poems. I dont update often. This poetry book is my escape place for when im dealing with something i dont want to speak with anyone about. i hope you enjoy! (:
