Mesmerized by you

18.

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***ALVAH'S P.O.V***

It's now a little later in the day. I needed to go live because that's one of the things I do to get money. I ask Katherine if she wants me to leave the room or stay with her. She said she wants me to stay with her.

"Can you cuddle me on live?" She says giggling.

"Of course I can baby" I say with a smile on my face. I lay down on Katherine's chest area as she plays with my hair. I start the live and tons of people join instantly. I have the camera angle so it can see both of us. 

"hey babe, I have to use the bathroom, do you think you can take over the live for a second." I say handing her the phone.

"Yeah of course." She says taking the phone and smiling. I get up and walk to the bathroom to do what I have to do. I come out and Katherine is whispering into the phone.

"Hey what are you doing." I say smiling at her as she's giggling into the phone.

"Oh just telling them how big of a baby you can be." She says laughing. 

"You didn't tell them about you know what though, right." I say with my smile fading.

"Oh no of course not." She says seriously. All of the comments start asking what we are talking about but we decide not to tell them. They keep asking but we keep telling them no. All of the sudden Katherine reaches her hand down my body and in to my pants. She starts to stroke her hand back and forth on my tool.

"Babe I'm on live." I say laughing trying to hold in my moan. 

"That's ok just hold it in." She says laughing. She starts to stroke faster and my had fall back with my eyes rolling back also. She picks my head up with her other hand and tells me to keep my eyes on the live. All of the sudden I get a bunch of comments asking what's happening. 

"Guys nothing is happening, He got a cramp in his leg." Katherine says laughing and taking the phone back out of my hand. She starts going really fast and I'm about to come. 

"babe it's happening." I say looking up at her. She drops the phone and whispers for me to pull my pants down. I start to come all over the place but luckily none gets on her bed. We are still live and we start getting tons and tons of comments asking what was going on. We ignore them and I go into the bathroom to wash up. I walk back out back out and Katherine is crying a little

"It hurts again." She says holding her stomach. I go over and end the live.

"I think I'm gonna puke." She says trying to get up off the bed. I help her up and walk her to the bathroom. I hold her hair back and rub her back. She throws up for a while then when she's done I walk her back over to the bed. We lay down and cuddle. 

"Why is this happening to me." She says crying. I feel horrible I did this to her and I can't do anything about it.

"I'm sorry baby, this is all my fault." I say back to her. 

"No it's not. Don't say that. If anything I did this to myself." She says back taking my hand and holding it. She cuddles up to my chest not letting my hand go. She pulls up may hand and wraps it around her neck and hold it there. She starts to look sleepy and yawns.

"Are you tired, you can fall asleep baby." I say running my fingers through her hair. 

"I think I might fall asleep. When I'm asleep all the pain goes away. I just want to sleep forever." She says wiping her tears away. That sentence broke me in a way that I didn't know it could. I look away from her and reposition myself a little. I stop playing with her hair. She rolls over to the other side of the bed, you can tell she's mad, that I'm mad a little bit.

She falls asleep and I go on my phone, I decide to go live again.

"Where's your pretty little girlfriend." I see in the comments. 

"She's sleeping. She isn't feeling good." I say. I'm getting hungry and I really want pizza. I decide to order pizza but I can't do it on my phone because I'm using it to go live. Maybe I could use Katherine's. It's not like I'm going through anything. But I also don't want to go on her phone without permission. I decide to wait about an hour to see if she wakes up by then. If she isn't awake by then I'll wake her up and try to get her to eat something. 

It's been about an hour by now and she still hasn't woken up, so I decide to wake her up.

"Hey baby, can I borrow your phone I'm going to order some food, I was thinking some pizza but if you want something else we can get it." I say as she wakes up.

"Yeah you can use my phone the password is 2058. I'm not hungry order whatever." She says handing me her phone. 

"I know you're not hungry but you have to eat something. You haven't eaten sense yesterday afternoon." I say to her.

"I know but I'm just not hungry." She says turning over to look at me.

"Can you at least take a few bites for me." I say looking down to her.

"I guess." She says. I order the pizza and wait for it to come. I hear a knock on the door and I get up.

"Wait I need help, I need to go to the kitchen." Katherine says reaching her hand out.

"Ok" I say walking over to her and helping her up. I help her down the stairs and we walk to the door. I open the door and see my ex girlfriend. My mouth drops. I don't know what to do or say. Katherine walks over.

"What." She says grabbing my hand.

"So I see you moved on." She says.

"Katherine this Adrianna. My ex." I say looking at Katherine.

"What's wrong with  your arm." Adrianna says pointing towards the cuts on Katherine's mom.

"What's wrong with that look on your face." Katherine says back to her. 

"Well no need to be rude." Adrianna says back to her.

"And there's no need for you to still be on my doorstep." Katherine says back to her. 

"You're still hot I see." Adrianna says looking me up and down.

"You're still a whore I see." I say back to her.

"You know you miss me." She says back. Katherine has a disgusted look on her face, and walks away into the kitchen. Katherine holds her stomach as she walks away, she hunches a little to ease.

"What's wrong with her." Adrianna says as Katherine is walking away.

"Nothing, it's not your business." I say back to her.

"Babe." I hear Katherine say from the kitchen. I walk in and see her on the ground, she's sobbing quietly on the floor.

"What's wrong baby." I say leaning down to her. 

"I can't breathe." She says panting. I pick her up and bring her outside on the porch. Adrianna keeps asking questions and trying to flirt with me.

"Clearly something is wrong right now. Leave!" I say yelling at her. She leaves and puts the food on the steps.