The other swan

Shocked

Jacobs POV

I was shocked I didn't know any of this and I was so blind. How am I supposed to respond to that. How long has she had a crush on me?was it as long as I have had one for her? So many questions running through my head and I didn't notice Paul leave. I needed to speak to her make sure she was alright. Gosh I pushed her away before letting her explain. Man I'm such a bad friend for not letting her explain. What should I do? Should I call Bella and talk to her first. I mean she is Trinitys sister after all even if not blood. They have grown up together so she would know right.

Call

"Jacob?" She asked

"I needed to talk to you about Trinity" i said

"Yea is everything alright?" She asked

"Well she's fine I'm not, I'm having a dilemma" I said

"Oh what's wrong?" She asked

"Paul came by and told me Trinity has liked me forever, and I wanted to call you and confirm because I like her too and I don't know what to do I was upset with her at first but now I'm lost" I said

I heard her chuckled on the other end of the phone.

"Oh Jake you have no idea how long she's liked you, how she noticed every time you got jealous, or how you always got closer to her over the years, how you would smile when she walked into a room or she would do the same, she's liked you for a long time and even more after Jared, she liked him but she was secretly happy when he broke it off because she couldn't stop talking about having a chance with you, but she was so scared you didn't like her the same way and that she would ruin your friendship" bella said

I was even more shocked at what Bella was telling me. She truly noticed all those things and felt this way.

"I screwed up didn't I" I said

"I'm sure she will be open to letting you back in you just have to try" Bella said

"Thanks Bella" i said

"No problem Jake and tell her to call me please" Bella said

"Yea bye" i said

End of call

(Doing a little switch in perspectives for a little, switch back and forth that is, but I'll be telling some of Bella's side of the story more as well)
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Bella's POV

Going to school at forks high was different without Trinity. I mean we've grown up together and done just about everything together. I hated being the knew girl too and it would have been easier with her. Even if she were a little younger than me and might have different classes. I did make friends though like Jessica and Angela. Mike is obviously crushing on me but I'm not interested.

Then their is Eric who Angela clearly likes but he's blind and can't see it. I have so much to tell Trinity especially about this guy Edward Cullen. He lives with his adoptive siblings and doctor Carlisle Cullen. Apparently Rosalie and emmet are a thing. While Alice and jasper are together as for Edward he's alone. They are so pale, but his eyes and the way he looks is entrancing.

He's different then most people and I liked him. Apparently Jessica says that no one here is good enough for him so not to try. I think I will though I mean what's the harm in trying. If Trinitys got a shot with Jacob then I got a shot with Edward right. As Trinity tells me what's the harm in trying. If you don't try you won't ever find out. Tomorrow is the second day of school and it's weird. Like I said without Trinity here I'm lost at times. We used to be able to come home and chat about our day at school. Or boys we find cute I guess, but now she's gone. Not as in dead, but she lives with someone else now. I don't know what I'm going to do without her around.
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Trinitys POV

I've sort of learn to try and block the others from my thoughts. Paul returned with a smug look and I pushed into his mind. He went to see Jacob oh holy hell what did he do. After a few minutes of him being back my phone went off. I grabbed it and was shocked at who was calling. I picked it up and walked down to la push beach. Then answered the phone

Call

"Trinity?" Jacobs voice sounded like music to my ears

"Hi Jake" i said

"I should probably have let you explain, Umm would you want to meet up and talk?" He asked

"I'm at la push beach right now if you'd like to meet me here" i said with a smile

"Yea I'll be there soon" he says

End of call

Why was I so overly nervous to meet up with him. Now as a fully phased shifter I sense things more. Like the chatting of the girls over playing ball. Or the guy flirting with his girlfriend and her giggling. From the waves of the beach to the birds flying in the distance. I could smell things too like the salt in the water. Or the pizza that's yards away from me right now. That made me hungry, but I could also see better.

Like the sun seemed brighter, the water seemed more blue. I could also see the particulars in the water. My body was more warm then normal humans now. And the heart beat of others or noticing them getting nervous. I could tell when someone's horny or if their sad. All around everything was highlighted and it was okay I guess. I mean I was always nervous around Jake the older I got,

The more I realized that I had a raging crush on him. I was always able to tell when he glanced at me. When he thought I didn't see him smile at me. The way his eyes sparkled when I entered a room. Maybe he noticed how sometimes or more recently I would blush around him. Or that I'd smiled more around him and most the time just him. Or how I'd get excited when he called. It was the little things and I just don't know how I got here.