The other swan

Breakdown

Three days later

Trinitys POV

When being a shifter you need to know we have a high metabolism. Which means if a wolf decides they don't want to eat it isn't good. After Bella told me she was scared around me. Let's just say the only time I leave my room is for school. Lucky for me I only had to leave my room one day. I have a bathroom connected to my room so that's good.

I've blocked the pack from my thoughts and I haven't seen Jake. I'm in pain my own sister doesn't feel safe around me. Even when being a shifter i was meant to protect her kind. Paul, Jared, embry, Sam even Emily tried to get me to come out. I haven't answered the door and I haven't answered calls. I just don't feel up to talking, eating or moving anymore. I feel numb and for the first time I let the pack into my thoughts.

I felt everything yet I felt nothing at all. I was losing myself because my mate wasn't around me. That's because I didn't leave the house, my main thoughts were Bella being scared of me. Her being around the cullens made my blood boil. I couldn't take it anymore I growled and punched the mirror in front of me. Watching as the pieces shattered and fell to the bathroom floor.
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Jacobs POV

I had seen Bella a few times, but Trinity wouldn't answer my calls. Bella wouldn't tell me either, like she wouldn't mention Trinity much. Me and Bella had to separate early today. My body began to heat up and it was overwhelming. I rushed home and my dad seemed to know what was going on. He called Sam and Sam said he'd come over I guess.

"What's happening" I groaned

"I can't tell you that Jake you'll find out soon" he said

Oh I did find out soon enough and I wasn't expecting it at all.
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Trinitys POV

"Trinity come on, you need to eat" Paul sat on the other side of my bedroom door

"N....no" i said softly

Truth was I was dwindling down slowly and without food I'd be in pain. Something changed inside me just now, it was related to Jacob I knew that. Something wasn't right or he might be in pain. I opened my door quickly and pushed past paul. I had hardly enough energy to phase. When I stumbled outside I fell to me knees I was too weak. Then a brown wolf appear in front of me whining. When it phased back it turned out to be Jacob. He phased, he finally phased

"Trinity what have you done to yourself?" I said worried

I could hardly look at him, he moved my chin to make me look him in the eyes. When our eyes met my world melted for a second time. It actually melts every damn time I see him.

"Wait were imprints and we have been this whole time?" He asks

"Alphas orders I couldn't mention shifters" I said leaning into his touch

"Please eat something" he begged

"Ok fine" I mumbled softly

He picked me up bridal style and carried me into the house. He set me in a chair and Emily placed food in front of me. To be honest I was overly hungry and wanted it. I just

"Eat" Jake said

"You can hear my thoughts now you know" I smiled softly and took a bite of the meat

"Yea I'm aware, but what's got you all like this?" He asked

"Huh funny you ask" I chuckled sarcastically

"Bella's scared of her and Trinity didn't take well to her saying that" Jared said

I looked at him and growled to which he put his hands up in defense. I rolled my eyes and finished the food in front of me. I was still hungry considering that didn't fill me because of all I haven't eaten.

"Emily can I" before I finished she placed more food in front of me

"Have more, yes you can" she giggled

"Thanks" i smiled

"Of course, you wolves need food and your gonna want like five plates after not eating for three" she said

"You haven't eaten in three days?" Jake seemed upset

"I was upset Jake what did you want me to do eat until I throw up?" I asked

"Eating is better then nearly killing yourself with no food our metabolism is very high you know that" he argued

"Yea and Bella crushed me by saying she's more scare of me then a fucking blood sucker how would that make you feel if your sister told you she prefers a blood sucker over a shifter that was made to protect her kind" I growled at him

"Trinity Im meant to worry about you, your my mate so me telling you I'd rather you eat is just part of that I'm looking out for you and you know that" he said with sad eyes

"I know I'm sorry" I said and he kissed my cheek

"I've seen enough" embry gagged

"Oh be quite E you'll know how it is soon enough" i smirked

"Yea I bet" embry rolled his eyes
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Jacobs POV

I was upset that Bella caused her to be this way. I was going to talk to Bella for choosing a blood sucker over family. That is out right cold to even think about. Someone dead over someone alive how could you do that.
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A few weeks later

Bella's POV

I had to leave town it was for the best so the tracker didn't get Charlie. He was after me not Charlie and if he got to him Charlie would be dead. I know trinity probably will find out and lose her shit. I have no control over that, I chose Edward and the cullens over Trinity and Charlie. She's gonna be mad at me for a long time if not forever. But James is after me and I have to leave them behind. We were sitting in the hotel room when I got a call.
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Trinitys POV

Call

"Hey dad Bella's isn't answering her phone" I said

"She left Trinity, I'm sorry she told me she couldn't stay apparently her and Edward got into an argument and she needed to leave" he said

"WHAT" I yelled

"Im sorry she didn't say goodbye you'll have to ask her why" he said

"Dad where did she go?" I asked

"Im not sure she said she just needed to go" he said

End of call