Doomed From The Start (girlxgirl)

Chapter 16

(Sooo sorry I haven't updated recently. But now I'm back and we can continue the story!!)

-Sam-

  I walked back into the hospital room to see Izzy staring into space.

  I smiled barely and sat in a chair near her.

  "So Jordan said Goodbye." I said.

  Isabella jumped a little at my voice. She turned towards me slowly.

  "Oh....well I guess I should have seen that coming." She said.

  She put my head down and we sat in silence for a few moments. Then I looked down and realized I was still holding her elephant I brought.

  I reached it out until she saw it and grabbed it. She stared at it for a few moments before her eyes teared up.

  I put my head down sadly.

  I should of known Jordan was wrong. Shes not happy around me.

  "I should probably leave now." I started.

  I looked back to see her reaction.

  "Sam. I'm so sorry I made you do that. I'm sorry if I made you feel disgusted with yourself. I was selfish and you probably hate me for it. And yet you still visited me here. You're such an amazing person. But you don't have to be here anymore. I know you don't want to be." Izzy said sadly.

  I stood up fast and grabbed her chin to turn her face towards me.

  She looked shooked but I placed my other hand over her mouth before she could say anything.

  "Listen to me Izzy. Don't you ever think that what we did disgusted me because I wasn't doing you a favor." I started.

  Her eye widen and I took my hand away from her mouth.

  "I was the selfish one. I've always wanted to experience that with you. And when you gave me the opportunity I couldn't help myself. I took advantage of your curiosity and that is what I regret. Not what we did. I loved being that close to you. Seeing you a way only I could make you. So don't you feel bad or guilty or disgusting for another second because its not true. You're kind, smart, funny, and incredibly beautiful. And ever since we met I've been the bad guy. I've kept a secret from you..... I love you Isabella." I admitted.

  She continued to stare at me until I saw a tear fall.

  I sighed and dropped my hands to my sides.

  "Its okay. I'll leave. I want you to be happy." I said while turning to leave.

  Suddenly I felt a hand grip my wrist.

  "Don't even think about leaving me after that." She said.

  I looked back towards her shocked.

  "After that speech you can't just leave me. You can't say you want me to be happy and then walk away. But we also can't be friends anymore. I've been denying my feelings because I didn't want to risk having you as a friend. I didn't want my life to change. But I'm in a hospital and the only person I wanted to see when I woke up was you. I want to be around you every day. And be close to you like that night." She admitted blushing.

  "What are your feelings?" I asked.

  She smiled and patted a space next to her on the hospital bed.

  I sat down and put my arms around her.

  She leaned towards me and pecked me on the lips.

  "I didn't know what it was, or I just denied it until now. But I love you Samantha." She said.

  I looked at her and asked "Izzy, be my girlfriend?"

  She grabbed my hand.

  "Yes I will." She responded.

  I grinned and kissed her fully.

  When I pulled back, I looked at her smiling face.

  "And you can call me Sam." I said mock-serious.

  She nudged me with her shoulder and settled back into my arms.

  I laid my cheek on her head.

  We watched TV in her hospital room as I held my battered and still lovely girlfriend in my arms.

  This wasn't exactly the moment I had dreamed about, but I wouldn't change it for anything in the world.

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They're finally dating!!! But there's still more to come. Feel free to leave a comment. Thanks for reading! Love you!!