BNHA x Reader one shots book 2

Bakugo X Skinny Dysphoric X Todoroki

A/N: I got a new laptop and doing better mentally so hopefully I can upload some more one shots :)

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Understandably, you were Japan's 'beauty standard'. You had a flawless face, long thin legs, flat stomach-and backside as well. You had long thin arms with a narrow face and neck. You got compliments all the time about your legs and arms but, you couldn't stand it. You absolutely hated those compliments because they did not bring you joy or make you want to smile. They made you want to hide in your room for months and not look at anyone. You hated how skinny you actually were. Where as people saw model material and always being 'first choice' cause of your physical attributes, you saw a failure. You did not want to be a model, you did not want people to only talk to you or want you because you have a "slim beautiful figure'. That is not what you wanted, you wanted to be a hero. You wanted to inspire others to be true to themselves and to be heroes as well. You wanted to save, rescue and protect people. That was kind of hard when everyone in the hero course thought you were starving yourself and was going to fall over at a moment's notice. You in fact ate as much as Momo and Rikido but, the weight never got put on. Your metabolism was way too fast.

"Y/N, can you answer the question please." You jerked to look at Aizawa who's eyes were boring into yours. You looked sheepish not having an answer because you were lost in thought

"I'm sorry I was day dreaming. I don't know the answer." He hummed moving on to the next person for the answer. You decided to pay attention to the rest of class ignoring the burning feeling of someone staring hard into the back of your head. Class ended and the next class was math with Ectoplasm. You hated math for one two reasons. You sat in a group with Bakugo and Todoroki which was sometimes bad considering Shoto's need to poke at Bakugo with a smirk on his face. The second reason is that Mineta sits behind you and he always has something to say about your physique. As if you are not aware of how you look. You glanced over at Momo as she was talking with Iida and Izuku about quirks. You would kill for her body. Because of her body's needs for food due to her quirk using lipids, she has a tummy and stretch marks. She gets insecure sometimes but, she has nothing to be ashamed of. She's gorgeous and is one of the smartest people in the class.

"Are you okay Y/N?" You turned to Shoto who snuck up besides you. He always did that. He also, did not know what personal space was but, you didn't mind in the slightest. You liked that he invaded your personal space

"Yeah I'm fine." He glanced between you and Momo. You knew you was caught.

"If you are not fine...you can come to me to talk if you're comfortable." You smiled softly patting his cheek gently

"I'll take that into consideration." You pulled away continuing to walk feeling a strong presence behind you. You chanced a glance jumping at the sight of angry red eyes.

"Take this." You looked down at what he was offering and saw it was your favorite protein smoothie. You gently took it from him looking up to see he averted his eyes to the side glancing at you when he felt you looking at him.

"Thank you Kats." His eyes widen at the nickname before scowling at you and pushing you to walk ahead

"Hurry up, we're going to be late." You don't understand how you're going to be late when you were literally 5 minutes early to Ecto sensei class. "What are you looking at icy-hot!" You noticed he hasn't been adding bastard to the end of it.

"Nothing special." Before Bakugo could blow a fuse. You guys entered the class and took your seats. Bakugo resorted to glaring at Shoto whereas Shoto chose to simply smirk at him.

"You're on thin ice." Shoto blinked tilting his head to the side

"Be sure to catch me when I slip." Bakugo choked a retaliation on his lips but of course Mineta had to make a comment about you again

"Damn two of you still wouldn't be big enough to fill the seat. You need to eat whatever Momo is eating so-" He didn't finish before he was encased in ice muffling his voice. You didn't even bother to turn around to look at him too lost in thought. You thought you were actually doing a little better. You had gone to therapy for your dysphoria, even bought clothes your size to fit you instead of clothes twice your size to try and hide your physique but, all it took was one comment to set you all the way back. It wasn't your fault that you were skinny, it wasn't your fault that you couldn't gain weight. You were trying. You always tried but it didn't work out.

"I'll be back." You felt claustrophobic. You ignored the sound of ice breaking and an explosion going off opting to run to the bathroom. You needed a moment to breathe. You made it to the bathroom in time for the tears to come forth. You felt so ugly. You didn't feel pretty, you felt like an unwanted, ugly little thing who couldn't fend for herself. A sob came loose and that's when the dam broke. You didn't bother hiding your sounds wanting the world to know how you felt. You didn't know what to do. You didn't know how to make yourself feel better about your body. Dysphoria was a bitch. You were mildly aware of the door opening before two pairs of arms wrapped tightly around you from the front and back. Your eyes were closed as you clinged to the warmth. You didn't dare open your eyes until you were done sobbing snot and all coming out. Once you were done you pulled away wiping at your nose and eyes. You opened your eyes after hearing movement only to see the two people you least expected.

"You're feeling better?" Shoto was the one who broke the silence as Bakugo went to get some wet paper towels and dry ones for your face. You nodded numbly taking the stuff from Bakugo thanking him.

"I'm sorry-"

"Don't be sorry. That grape fuck was talking out his ass but I don't think he will be saying anything to you for a long time." You blinked at Bakugo before nodding. Fair enough.

"I know my words won't carry anything...but, I think your beautiful." You smiled bashfully at Shoto despite how blotchy and swollen your face felt.

"She already knows that icyhot. She wants answers and I got the perfect healthy regiment for you." You blinked at Bakugo as he squatted down to your level. "You're going to eat what I make you for breakfast, lunch and dinner. Yes you eat but not the correct things. You'll be at your happy weight in no time." You were speechless. He was rough with his words but, you knew he never said anything he never meant

"While he does that, I can help with academics and compliments. If that's okay with you." You looked shocked at Shoto giggling. This had to be the strangest turn of events to have happened to you today.

"Yes...it's fine." Bakugo nodded hauling you to your feet.

"Good, now we got class to head back to." You nodded going to wash your face some more feeling a bit better before following the other two out the bathroom and back to Ecto sensei's class.

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