Harry's POV
I got up from my bed and rushed to the local flower shop to get one of Elizabeth's favorite, red roses.
I rushed to Elizabeth's apartment and then looked for the key where she said it was.I opened the door and walked in looking for the room where Elizabeth was staying.
I closed the door behind me and walked straight into the hall and opened every door till I got to the last one in the hall.There she was ,laying in a ball covered in her sheets .she looked very peaceful asleep,she looked beautiful...like always.
I sit down next to her on the bed and I start caressing her face.
"Elizabeth"I say trying to wake her up.she starts moving and she opens her eyes,she looks up to me and smiles.
"Hey"she says.
"Sorry,i had to wake you up"I say.
"Its okay "she says sitting up.
"Well I bought you these"I say giving her the roses.
She smiles and smelled the roses.
"Thank you "she says.
"Well I'm here to talk to you about ...well us"I say.
"Harry I don't think this would end well"she says.
"Elizabeth please let me talk"I say.
"First of all,I'm very sorry for what ever I did...I feel like a total fucken loser just to think that I won't see you or my kid.Second,I want you to know the drugs I'm doing ,I'm trying to avoid them as much as I can...but I need you to help me! With out you I can't!"I begin to cry.
"Harry,you can do this by your self."she says.
"Listen, I didn't want to do them at first...but once I tried them they made me feel different .I wasn't sad anymore, I wasn't depressed...in the time I would go to my mum's house I met this new neighbor...I started messing with her since she was the one with the drugs.I felt guilty believe me I did! But one day I was so fucked up she made me have relations with her...after a while she told me she was pregnant. I honestly don't know what to do anymore"I cry even more.
"You should probably leave"she says with her eyes watery
"I didn't mean to cheat on you Elizabeth"I say looking at her.
"Harry you have a other girl pregnant! Go and take care of her! I don't want to hear anything else of you! Get out!"she starts to yell.
"Elizabeth please understand what I'm going through!"I say getting on my knees.
"Please stop!"she cries.
"Get out..."she says in a low tone.
"I don't want you too leave me aside "I cry.
"You left me aside when you did all these stupid things!..."she shouts.
"Where was I when you where with her?!...at home Harry! Worrying about you! A lot of shit went through my head..."what if something happened to him?,is he with his mom?,has he ate?,did he forget about me?" All these kinds of shit went through my head! When all you where doing was fucking this other bitch and getting drunk and stupid on meth! "She shouts getting up and standing in front of me.
'You don't know how much I regret all of that "I cry holding on to her as I'm still on my knees.
"Yeah everyone has fucken regrets, like me meeting you!"she moves me and opens the door of the room for me.
"Get out!"she shouts.
I clean my tears and get up from the floor Walking up to her.
"I'm sorry "I say.I cup her face and bring her face close to mine I forcedly kissed her and she kissed back but tried pushing me away.
"Get away from me!"she pushed me
I didn't say anything for a while.
"Liz please give me a other chance,for the love of our kid!"I say
"Why do you do this to me Harry?"she says.
"I loved you so much,and I get this late news...I was planing on going back home once I had the baby! To go with you!"she cries.
"I will go to a rehab center for you guys..and I promise you that after I finish going through this I will be a better person"I say
"I will give you three months Harry,And I will need proof that you went for three months."she says.
I nod and open the door."thank you "I say.
She closed the door behind me.
Elizabeth's POV
I close the door behind and walk to the bed and laid,waiting for Austin.I honestly don't even know if I should believe Harry.I want to go back with him so bad but at the same time I don't...I feel like everything will go bad.I want to give a chance to Austin at the same time,he has showed me so much.He takes care of me as if the baby was his.Harry is just so different,when I'm with Harry I feel like I can do anything I want with him.he makes me feel like I can fly.Austin makes me feel like I'm a girl lost in the deep blue sea and he will be able to find me.Austin makes me happy,And Harry... Well Harry makes me feel sad at times .
"I don't know what to do anymore..."I say crying into my hands.
