Harry's Pov
What the doctor had told me killed me inside and outside. I couldn't believe it, it was all my fault. I am so stupid! I'm so stupid for acting how I did, if I were to be there for her everything would be different,the baby would've been just fine and Liz as well.But my dumbass decides against and likes to fight back,I need to change my self to the old me.
"Harry you need to calm your self down,we understand-"Liam says trying to calm me down from crying.
"No you don't! You don't fucken understand! you've never even been a father!"I shout.
"Nor have you Harry "Louis said.
"I was a father to be Louis I was so happy!I wanted to see that baby grow and give him or her everything for him or her to be happy....I wanted to be there"I say placing my red crying face in my hands.
We've been in the waiting room just the three of us for the past hour just waiting to see if Liz is okay but since I'm not calm yet they won't let me in.
I take a few more breaths and clean my throat.I walked into the hallway close to Elizabeth's room to find zayn walking out the room .
"She isn't going to talk..."He gave me evil look.
I didn't respond I just brushed it off.As soon as I walked into the room I saw her staring outside the window from her bed Laying her hand across her stomach while tears coming out.
"Liz..."I whispered. she ignored me didn't blink not once .
"Liz I'm so sorry this is all my fault!"I begin to cry once again.
"I know what I did was wrong.I didn't mean to,Its just that all this time I've been so mad at the world I've been so mad at everything i don't know why..." I bend on my knees while holding her hands
"It isn't your fault... Its been my fault all the time"She finally speaks.
"If I would've told you since the beginning everything would've been fine,Everything would be happy"her voice fades away as she cries.
"Harry I'm so sorry for loosing your baby "She holds my hand tighter and finally looks at me.
"I wouldn't mind giving you a other one babe"I say gibing her a weak smile.She tries smiling but it fails.
"the good thing is that you are alive, a lot of things could've happened to you too"I kiss her hand.
"I hate my life"she says or of the no where with tear running down her cheeks.
"I know how you feel right now...I feel like complete shit "I say cleaning her cheeks.
"I want to go home already..."She says almost in a whisper.
"you just got here 2 days ago"I say.
"What ?..."she asked confuse
"I thought....I thought I got here just today..."She says
"No ...you where unconscious for a whole day,they gaved you medicine to try and calm the pain you were screaming like crazy about this pain you had in your back and in front of your stomach."
"they placed some type of strong medicine in you that got you to sleep more than enough for them to do all this kind of stitching up thing "I say sitting on the bed.
"I heard some of my back scars reopened..."She looks down to her arms.
"oh shit!" She screams in pain
"What's wrong?"I ask worried.
"ouch! Shit, call the doctor !"She screams twisting and turning in the bed.
I ran outside to find someone to help me ,I found her doctor and told him what was happening I could swear I could still hear Elizabeth's screams from down the hall.
"She's gonna do some type of abortion so that the baby could come out and wont affect her as much as a surgery "He says rushing to the room.
When we entered the room she was trying to walk to the bathroom while holding the bottom of her belly.
"I feel something coming out ,and it hurts"she cries.I run to her and I grab her from her arm,i take her to the bathroom as soon as possible and as she sits down she begins to screams louder.
"Please leave me alone here "Liz says.
"If anything I'll be outside the door "I say.
"Doctor how is it an abortion ?..."I ask him.
"I can't really give you any information on that ,its kind of private and between her parents and I "he said writing down his name on the board .
"What!?"
"How is that even possible you can't keep anything from the patient..."I add.
"I'm sorry but until she's 21 her parents will be able to tell her "he says walking out.
"Fine I'll tell you but you'll have to keep it away from her .I know I had told you that the baby died...yes its dead now but her father demand to give her a pill for abortion..."he says.
"the baby didn't die in the accident she had..."He said and then walks out after me not saying anything ...
"What did he tell you?"She asked walking out the bathroom.
"I...um he didn't -uh..."I was speachless.I couldn't say anything.
"He's gonna fucken die!"I say under my breath rushing out the room.
"Harry!"I hear Liz shout.
