always forever <3

001

"val get up i'm not asking again." my moms voice pounded through the walls of my hungover brain reminding me why i shouldn't drink on a school night. i slowly opened my sleepy eyes and stood from the cold hard floor i passed out on.

my room was a mess and i was still wearing the small tight dress i drunkily decided to wear. my feet dragged my tired body into the bathroom connected to my room and i slid off my dress and slid into the warm steamy shower. the water hit the top of my head and travelled down my body, stinging when it reached my right thigh.

after my shower i dragged myself to the mirror and washed my face, brushed my teeth, then did my hair and makeup. the makeup didn't cover my eye bags but i don't care, i find them pretty.

i put on black ripped jeans that showed off my curvy features and big ass, white shoes, a white tight cropped cami which showcased my boobs, and a black zip up jacket which i left un zipped.

my mom, her girlfriend (annika), and i all moved here a month into summer break for personal reasons so today would probably suck. senior year at a new school in a new city with boring ass people. great.

i put in earbuds and listened to for the first time by mac demarco as i slipped out of the house quickly to avoid annika. walking down the sidewalk in the misty morning with mac blasting in my ear would be a dream if i didn't have to go to school. i pulled out a joint from my backpack and turned off the sidewalk onto a dirt path surrounded by trees.

i already checked out this path so i know it goes to school it's just 5 minutes longer. i lit up the joint and let it dangle from my lips as i savoured my hit.

my eyes drooped slowly with each hit and my anxiety that was eating up my insides finally calmed, my throat got a weird tingly feeling and i knew i was high. i still had a bit of the joint so i kept walking while taking slow hits.

the joint was just about gone as i was texting my friends from my old city when suddenly a hand reached out and grabbed my joint.

i looked up confused and saw a greek god standing in front of me, everything about him was gorgeous, he had a sharp jawline, grey eyes, perfect length hair which was naturally curly and dark, eye bags, and was super tall.

i stopped in my tracks as he stared deep into my eyes taking the last hit from my joint and tossing it into the wooded area surrounding. i pulled out my earbuds expecting him to tell me something but he just stood there staring at me, almost analyzing me.

i pulled out a pink lemonade sucker from in my jacket pocket and popped it into my mouth all while he stood and watched. "do you want one or are you just gonna steal my sucker too?" i asked but he just nodded so i reached into my pocket and handed him a pink lemonade sucker.

he popped it into his pocket and walked further into the woods without a word. i shrugged and walked further down the path until the huge school came into view.

luckily my high was starting to pick up so i had enough confidence to not just walk away. everyone stared at me as i walked up the steps almost as if they could smell the scent of new on me or maybe they were attracted to my perfume that supposedly attracts people.

i stepped into the boringly ordinary school and pulled out my schedule to see i first have science so i made my way to the room that was listed.

i walked into the room and sat down at the far back where there were tons of free seats. a cute guy with black fluffy hair sat next to me. i think at some point he broke his nose and it healed naturally so it looked unique but something about it was super attractive.

he gave me a cute smile and i realized i was staring at him, i turned back to the front to hide my blush then a note slid across my table in front of me.

i've never seen you before, you like what you see?

i wrote back "no." waiting to see his reaction. another cute smile spread itself onto his face as he read my reply but then the door loudly opened and everyone looked up to see the source of the noise.

the tall guy from earlier walked in along with two other guys, one with short box braids and one with brown hair. everyone stared at them scared except for the guy beside me who just stared at me to see my reaction towards them. but of course i didn't care i just kept doing my work.

the group of guys sat down in the spots behind us and i could feel their stares. the guy beside me passed me the note again.

funny. my names chase.

i wrote back "okay chase." smiling at my own reply as he let out a laugh and shoved the paper back at me so i wrote "my names val." and handed it back to him just as the class ended.

i walked out of the room as chase ran after me. "hey val." he called out just as he caught up to me in the hallway. i stopped and turned slowly, leaning against the wall "yes chase?" i asked as i teasily pulled the sucker out of my mouth. his eyes stared lustfully at this action. he finally tore his gaze from my lips and back to my eyes.

"what's your snap or something?" i looked up and stared through my eyelashes at him as i replied with a slow teasing "hmm i don't know, chase." a smirk grew on his lips as he pulled out his phone and handed it to me. i put my snap into his phone and added me before walking away to my next class.

i walked into the math room and sat next to the window at the back. the group of guys from my last class came in shortly after me and the one that looked like a greek god sat right next to me as his friends sat beside him.

"you know that's my seat right." his voice filled my ear and i turned to see him staring at me with hatred in his eyes replacing the blank stare from earlier. "okay." i replied and turned back to the front putting in my earbuds to play tyler the creator.

i could feel his intense glare the whole class but i couldn't care less. the bell rang and i hurried to my next class which was english. luckily none of the guys were there but sadly chase wasn't either. i sat next to a pretty girl with long blonde hair. "hey i'm jess!"

"val." i smiled at her and she quickly reached out her phone to me and i put in my snap for her. she smiled and turned back to the front as i got a snap from chase. which was just a picture of his shoes so i left it on read.

soon it was lunchtime and i walked into the lunchroom to see chase waving me over to his table filled with a bunch of football guys. i sat in between chase and a blonde guy who kinda looked like a hot version of vinnie hacker.

the guy beside me nudged me so i looked up at him confused as he gave me a shit eating smirk. "i'm tyler. what's your name?" he moved his hand onto my upper thigh. "does she talk or what?" all the guys at the table laughed as i looked at chase for help but he was already glaring daggers at tyler.

i looked around wondering if anyone saw what was happening and would help me. my eyes landed on the table right in front of me and i made direct eye contact with the guy from the woods and his friends. seeing how the guy hates me i decided i need to go.

i shot up from my seat and left the lunchroom through the back door despite all the stares i got that made me want to shrivel into a ball and disappear.