always forever <3

002

my lungs eagerly breathed in the air from the afternoon as i burst through the doors. i sat down on the ground with my back against the wall of the school and slid my hand into my bag pulling out a cigarette and a lighter.

"you cant smoke there." i looked up and saw jess standing over me as i lit up my smoke. "okay where can i smoke?" i asked her with the cig dangling from my lip. "uhhhh no where." she grabbed the cig and put it out but left it on the cement beside me.

"i saw what happened with tyler are you okay?" she slowly sat down next to me and i could tell she genuinely cared. "yeah it just gave me like vietnam flashbacks i guess." i laughed but she just stared at me confused "doesn't matter. anyways what're you doing after lunch do you have classes?" she nodded her head up and down meaning yes so i groaned and shew her away.

"go away you're lame. talk to me when you can hang out." i groaned. she laughed and stood back up staring down at me "i'll text you after school. or i guess after school for me since you're one of those half day kids." "what do you mean 'one of those' obviously you're jealous you don't have enough credits to graduate already." i mocked but she just flipped me off and walked away.

i grabbed my cig and went to light it but my lighter was just sparks. "here." i looked up and saw the guy from the woods suddenly towering over me with a lighter reached out towards me. i grabbed it and lit up my smoke as he leaned against the wall staring into the field with the same hate in his eyes.

i reached out to hand the lighter back to him but he stopped me "keep it." i shrugged and put it in my bag while exhaling a cloud. "are you even old enough to smoke?" he asked obviously annoyed by my presence. "yeah in two days i am." he just nodded and looked further into the field before taking a hit from his own cig.

we stayed in silence as we both smoked peacefully until both our cigs were at the filter so i got up and threw both the butts out. boredom quickly filled my brain causing a headache "do you have classes still?" i asked absentmindedly while scrolling through my phone.

"no." "me either you wanna do something?" i asked too shy to look up from my phone.

"just because i give you a fucking lighter and smoke by you doesn't make us fucking friends. go ask someone who actually cares about you." he yelled before quickly walking towards the lunch room doors again.

whatever he wasn't even my first option. i walked back to my house using the quicker way and walked in to find my mom and her girlfriend making out on the couch.

i sneaked by them into my room and locked the door. i grabbed a bag of small white pills and took three of them before colliding into my bed ready for a deep sleep to take over.

my eyes groggily opened and my vision was blurry and i felt so happy and free. i grabbed my phone and texted chase.

chase      1:00 pm

chaassssssseeeee. tbh i'd let you hit idk lol wyd.

i could sense i probably made a high mistake so i just turned off my phone and went back to my afternoon nap.

short chapter cuz i'm tired as fuck boy.