MY SAVIOUR . . . ben chilwell

TWENTY THREE; THE CONSTANT LIES

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━━━ MY SAVIOUR ━━━
023 the constant lies

" you saved me in many
ways through a screen "

" our love was made
for movie screens "

" i just want to be loved, last
time i loved someone he ended
up breaking my heart "

" i'd never break your heart, for
the first time in years i've never
felt so happy waking up besides
you almost everyday."

AND THERE SHE WAS...

blanche was right there, she watched every single thing that just happened right in front of her. wasted most of her energy just to fly over to see if ben was alright.

she didn't feel anything, no emotion, no feelings. just pure betrayal. she looked behind ben and there she was, loren fucking barnet. she had such a smug grin on her face.

god she has never wanted to hurt someone more than loren fucking barnet.

"please say something!" ben cries in front of blanche as he held onto her trembling hands.

"this is what you get up to whilst i'm gone then huh? i'm not surprised. i just want to be loved, last time i loved someone he ended up breaking my heart" blanche says referring to connor. "but now i'm starting to think, maybe he wasn't the problem." blanche calmly says as it was mostly aimed towards loren.

sally chilwell placed a comforting hand on blanches shoulder. this was the 'second' time she's met this girl. this was not how she wanted her son to introduce her.

she couldn't help but feel sympathy for the young girl.

"i'd never break your heart, for the first time in years i've never felt so happy waking up besides you almost everyday" ben pleads as he grabbed her arms.

this just grew more anger inside of blanche.

"again with the fucking lies ben! stop lying to me, i've taken my time from work to see if you were alright! i drove myself to milton keynes to see if your parents knew if you were okay, god damit you've never even introduced me to your parents. this is embarrassing!" blanche snapped which was rare, especially for her.

"you're such a fucking traitor" she picked up the teddy bear from ben's couch and threw it at him with pure anger. "i can't believe i fell for you, you're such a joke!"

"you saved me in so many ways through a screen." blanche walked closely up to ben, "i was going to quit everything when me and connor ended, but i didn't. if i hadn't had accidentally messed his number, this would all be a fantasy."

then she left his house.

"i can't even say anything to you right now ben." sally chilwell looked at her son disappointingly before kissing his forehead.