The school ended just like that, to be honestly saying i was missing chan so much i couldn't concentrate in anything. What if chloe is right? What if someone really comes in between us? I can't imagine my life without him. Last time he went to Sydney he got himself a freaking girlfriend and didn't even cared telling me untill he came back to here and told me everything about it. I still remember how i skipped school for a whole month and stayed at home just crying thinking about chan and his girlfriend. Just the thought of him holding hands with someone else, kissing someone else, worries me.
I was soo lost in my thoughts i didnt even noticed when evryone left the class. I packed up my stuffs quickly and went out seeing chan waiting beside his car and the boys were already in. He saw me and came towards me " what took you so long?" He asked. "Nothing i was just searching something " i replied. "Are you in a hurry?" He asked. "No....why?" I shrugged and asked. "I wanna take you to somewhere" he said while smilling. That smile which makes my stomach turn into a whole damn garden of butterflies. I nodded and he threw his car keys to lee know and told him to drive to their place and that he will be back after some times. "I thought we were about to have a movie marathon chan hyung" lee know nagged. "We will be back soon till then you guys go get some snacks for our movie time" they all agreed and lee know drove away. Chan looked at me with a grin on his face, he took my hand and next thing i realised we were already running. It's always fun being with him,being around him. If i ever couldn't make myself to confess ill atleast try to be his friend forever. We reached to a place which was quite empty and it was all silent we could see the setting sun and the chirping of the birds. Chan was still holding onto me and took me to a river side. Now i realised that it was the same playground where we used to play when we were kids. And i also got the hint that something was going on in his mind becuz he was quiet this whole time. "What's going on in that beautiful mind of yours chris?" I asked becuz i know for a fact that he wants to share whatever he has in his mind. No reply. I got closer to him and nudged his shoulder "what happened channie?" I asked again. This time he turned around and hugged me so tightly that it felt like I'm running away from him "i don't know what to do y/n I'm so scared we're going to graduate next year and then ? Then what? What will i do ? I'm so confused" just as i thought he said evrythng which was bothering him. I pulled away and cupped his face "that's it? That is what was bothering you?" I asked and he nodded like a five year old. I giggled at his cuteness and said "channie what about persuing your passion?" I gave him a hint but it seems like he didn't understood, sucha dummy. He titled his head out of confusion and i said " i want you to persue your passion. You are always writting songs and singing then why dont you persue music?". He clapped his hand like a tiny baby and hugged me again and said " i wouldn't be able to do anythng without you y/n thanks for being in my life" i pulled away and looked at him he had a soft smile this whole time.
The whole evening we were jyst lying on the grass and star gazing together.
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Where he was telling me about his day and a new song he was working on. I took little glimpses of his features. The way his eyes turn into a crescent moon when he is smiling, the purity and love in his eyes when he is talking about music and the boys, his dimples. Then i realised it's already way too late and we didn't even have his car so we took the bus and reached home. The boys welcomed us as if we went for a long vacation.
"Oh so you guys finally got time to come back huhh?" Lee know said with a sass. "Were you guys went on a date?" Asked jeongin who is peeking from the sofa. "If your answer is a NO then date already guys" felix shouted from the kitchen. "Hey hey hey we're just friends okay don't make things awkward for her bro" chan said. Really? That's all? That's what we are? Only friends? Will it really be that awkward for me? Do you really think me just as a friend?
His answer was bothering me to a next level so i just laughed it out without making things anymore weird and went to the living room where jeongin,jisung and changbin were sitting. "Wassup guys" i said while making some space for myself between them.
Suddenly hyunjin came and stood infront of me so i just did "hmmm?" And he said "aren't those jeans uncomfortable? I've kept my sweatshirt and shorts on chan hyung's bed go and change into it". Hyunjin was always like this. I'm not that close with him the way I'm close with others. But still for weird reasons hyunjin just understands me, i don't really have to speak up to him becuz he knows what i want and need immediately.
I went to chan's room and got changed into those comfy clothes hyunjin kept for me. It's not the first time I'm entering chan's room but something caught my attention today. It was a picture of a girl and chan beside mine and chan's frame. I've never seen this girl before. Who is it and why does he has her pic? Why do they seem so close? Is she the same girl who he dated back in Sydney?
