🤍 Twisted love🤍

Goodbyes hurt even when they are not said

Chapter 2

When i finally got ready , i still didn't want to leave my room. It was 18:00 pm and everything seemed to come to an end. I was really hurting and i was feeling that if i said goodbye to Chad would be like saying goodbye to the love of my life and i would never be happy again. Looking myself in the mirror i put a dior lipstick and leave the room. When i go downstairs i get into the car and say nothing. Chad says nothing too and 30 minutes later we arrive at the airport. He gets out of the car but i cant find the courage to get out too. He then asks me whether i'll get out and so i do.
I look him into his eyes and the moment i do i know he knows. He knows that i dont want to do that and that it will be wayy too hard for me.
Then i say
Elena: I dont want to replace you(crying)

Chad:You won't!! He won't be like me , he will never be in your heart the way i am or at least i hope so. You dont replace me...

Elena: Then why it feels that way!? Pleaseee Chad dont let it be that way.

Suddenly Chad walks a bit and goes to a man really hard not to notice. I realize then that its probably the new one so i wipe away my tears and prepare myself to meet him

Chad: Here's Theo James, the new bodyguard of yours!!

Theo: Hello, nice to meet you!!

Elena: Nice to meet you too!!

We then go back to the car and Chad talks with Theo. Sitting in the back of the car i cant help but stare at Theo. Godd he is so handsome!! He isn't blonde with ocean eyes as Chad is but his black eyes are so beautiful and make you want to look at them for days. Anyway , he is really handsome but i really need to change Chad's mind or at least try but he has made his decision and he is too stubborn so that makes it harder.
Half an hour later we get back at home and there's only 45 minutes left until he leaves me.
I wanna go and stay in my room forever but i know that's selfish and i don't want things to end like that. Also now we have here and Theo whom i cant let him see me like that.

It doesn't take much to see him holding his suitcases. My heart starts to break into million pieces not to say billion. Then, i run and go hug him tightly so tightly that both of cant breathe. I burst into tears and cant help but say to him

Elena: Pleaseeeeee dont leave!!!
I really need you with me
I LOVE YOU
You can't do that to me , you cant just come here and make me love you and then just leave just because you cant handle the consequences.
Pleasee stayy

Chad: I love you too, i know i'm a coward i know it i just cant do it. I really really want to stay but please understand me. I will only hurt you , i was never meant to be the one.
I am not the one, i could never be , you deserve someone better you really do.

Elena: why you are saying that? Why you are not the one? And i think you don't know what you mean to me to say that you are the one. You say that you are not the one because as it seems you don't want to be the one!!

Chad: you don't understand. I cant give you the life you deserve. I could never do that!! I would only make you unhappy for choosing me

Elena: you could never make me unhappy if you stayed. Only now you make me unhappy and probably for the rest of my life.

Chad: No i don't, i'm sure you will find someone who will love as much as i do (tears come out of his eyes)and who can make you happy more than i could ever do.

I look into his eyes and that's the moment i realize that he is already gone. The man that i fell in love wasn't there anymore. He was already gone , he was not the person i knew and probably he did not love me as much as i thought he did.

Elena: You are right and im wrong.
And im not only wrong but stupid too. To think that you love me. You really dont and you are right that I don't deserve you. I deserve a man who will want and try to stay by my side and wont leave just because things ain't easy! I dont know how i fooled myself to believe that you were possibly the one. You know what you are?? You are NOTHING!!!

( I really don't know how i said all those things, everything was coming so spontaneously. I was so hurt and i could see it on his face that what i said hurt him and maybe more than i was already hurting but i couldn't help, he deserved it)

Chad: Well, sorry for hurting you and for coming into your life but i really want you to know that i really loved you and will never forget you...

I say nothing and he gets into his car and leave.
I look back and see all these people looking at me and Theo not knowing what this all meant.

I start running and fall onto Chris. He hugs me hard and takes me up to my room and Theo follow us too.