F*ck What You Heard,You're Mine

Chapter 24

Janaya P.O.V

Ight so what if I told y'all I broke things off with Quan????Well I didn't...I kinda...no I DID tell him that I want to be serious. I didnt know what the hell was wrong with me until I realized I was just angry at the moment and just wanted to get back at Khyree but I'm only hurting Raquan. I felt like even tho Khy brought that bitch to his family reunion to use her, she didn't know that so she thought they was on some real shit which made me come up with the conclusion in making Raquan think we on some real shit so Khy could get hurt. I feel guilty for that and the fact that I fucked Khy and loved that shit AND would definitely do it again and again and again and so on. I'm so confused.
Im currently chillin with my brother. Its been a minute since it was just the two of us. We were watching Shark Tales and eating candy with nachos. He was high asf so he was dying and it wasn't even a funny part. Actually...
"Shut up Chris, this is a commercial" I mugged his annoying ass
"Whatever Lil nigga, Lil nigga, Lil nigga, Lil nigga" he started dancing and I couldn't help but laugh
"Ya ugly ass" I was dying. His tongue was out and everything. After we calmed down, he sat back down and put my feet back on his lap where they were
"Chris go get me something to eat" I whinned
"Nigga this is food" he waved a gummy worm in my face.
"No some real food...oh! I want some oxtail with rice and peas right now. Go get me some!!" I groaned loudly. I didn't eat allllll day...okay, I had some eggs and bacon but its 3 in the afternoon now. That's normal right?
"Eww you sound like you pregnant again, but since you not...I don't have to listen to you so no" he stuck his tongue out before I rolled my eyes
"You know what? Imma get it myself" I stomped to the room, threw on my PINK sweater that was pink, black tights, and my black uggz before putting my hair in a messy bun. I put on some blistex and some lip gloss on top before putting on my silver hoops.
"You coming or not" I asked Chris
"Nah I'm bouta go get some pussy" he said while grubbin on some chips with his mouth open. I screwed my face up
"Eww close ya-" he cut me off
"How imma close my mouth while talking" he had a point so I kissed my teeth.
"Whatever, how you getting pussy when ya girl at work" I asked causing him to smirk
"Won't be the first time we made some good loving between her meetings" he shrugged.
"Y'all nasty...anyways I'm going for some food bye big face" I said before skipping out the door and to the car. I went to my favorite Jamaican restaurant and got what I wanted before deciding to stop at Quan since imma be alone if I go home.
I was banging on the door, making a beat and moving to it. After like 2 minutes I heard somebody bust out laughing behind me. I turned to see Quan recording me.
"Really nigga" I had a straight face while he kept laughing
"Quan yu gon open the fucking door or not!" I raised my voice and he kept going. This nigga was in tears by now
"Okay, I'm going home" I began walking but he grabbed me by my hoodie.
"Stop being a cry baby" he said while I pouted. He kissed my bottom lip before biting and pullin it.
"I'm not your friend" I mumbled before trynna push him away but he was suckin on my shit, taking it with him. When I stopped, he released my lip and wrapped his arms around my waist.
"I missed you" he kissed my nose
"I missed you too but I'm hungry so I'll give you some love later" I pushed him away before telling him to open the door. He did before opening the door for me and slapping my ass while I walked pass him.
Soon, I was sitting on his lap eating and feeding him. See moments like this is when I start thinking bout using him. Like, I really like him but its no where close to how much I love Khyree.
When we were done, I was straddled him with my face nuzzled in his neck while he rubbed patterns in my back.
"Quan"
"Hmm" he answered
"What- I mean how- like...never mind" I didn't know how to get my guilt out.
"What? You know you could tell me anything" he urged
"Ummm before you're anything to me, you're my friend right" I asked and he nodded
"Well umm...while we were in Carolina, I kinda umm...." I took a deep breath "I had sex with Khyree and I'm really sorry you know I wouldn't do that on purpose I was just in the moment and I didn't mean it...I was just so-" I blabbed on until he cut me off
"Tempted" he nodded finishing my sentence. I sat up to look at him
"Please don't be mad at me...it didn't m-" he cut me off once again
"JANAYA SEX WITH A NIGGA YU LOVE CANT MEAN NOTHING!!" He yelled causing me to flich cuz I didn't know he was get that loud
"I'm sorry" I mumbled while he ran a hand down his face.
"I kno...is that why you came back talking bout being serious and shit" he asked but I kept my mouth shut.
"Wow" he chuckled while shaking his head "Get up off me shawty" he tapped my thigh but I didn't move
"Quan-" I started but this nigga cut me off AGAIN
"Nahh, I need time right now, just go" I sighed before leaving. I can't be mad at him cuz this is my fault.
When I got home the girls were all there drinking and blasting music. Everybody came back home last week but due to Angle having her baby and shit, we couldn't turn up. The baby girl was soooooo cute and looked just like her dad but she got the nice hair from her mom who basically moved out on us. Seeing the baby made me a Lil depressed thinking bout how my baby would've looked and how he would've relieved the same large amount of loving as his cousin. God, now I'm in a bad mood again
"Wats wrong sweet cheeks" I heard Armani say as she slapped my ass. Wassup with people and my ass? I gave her a weak smile and told her what happened.
"Aww, everybody makes mistakes...I even called Elijah another nigga name after telling him that I basically wanna be in a serious relationship" I laughed at that. She fucked all the way up
"I mean but you got hella hoes so I would get confused if I were you" I shrugged
"Shut up, I'm trynna settle down. My clock is ticking, I need to work on a family" I looked at her like she crazy
"Bitch ya clock don't even have batteries to be ticking right now" we both laughed
"I have a question but I don't know if you'll want to talk on the subject" she looked nervous
"Nahh go ahead" I told her
"Well uh, how does it feel to like be pregnant" wow I ain't expect that
"Well you should probably ask the person who was pregnant for all 9 months and not just 5" I suggested
"I know but maybe the person who was prego for 5 months has more passion about the subject so yeah" she told me
"Okay well uh...you feel like uhh...well" I didn't know how to say it. I sighed "okay so you know tht feelin where you feel so blessed? Like the lord actually gave you the chance to bring a life into this world. He actually trusted you to bring a blessing in this world but...in the end, I felt like I was a disappointment to mother hood. I knew I had to be safe and I was stressin but I still let things get out of control. When I rubbed my stomach, I used to always talk and sing to my baby. I couldn't wait to here their voice when I give birth but" I started sobbing "Armani...do you know how it felt to give birth to a dead child? And it was all my fault. I couldn't eve look at his little body. Mani if you wanna do this...do it the right way. Stop fool in around cuz once you find out you've been giving that bundle of joy, there's no turning back and whatever happens, you would have to live with it forever" she comforted me and until I fell asleep.
I woke up when I felt a sting on my face causing me to jump up.
"Wake ya bitch ass up" I saw Nataysha standing dressed up. I rolled my eyes
"What do you want man" I groaned
"For you to get ya ass up and get dressed...we going out" she said
"But I dont want to" I whinned "We gotta go out tomorrow anyways" I added because tomorrow is Chris's birthday
"So that means either they got let us dress in turtle necks or we just can't dance so let's go" she slapped my neck and left. I rolled my eyes and got up. I did my hygiene stuff then got dressed.
"Bitch you not done yet" Ebony bust in the room"Yass come we bouta take a pic for insta" she pulled me with her. We all posed as Angel took the pic, she wasn't coming cuz the baby and she tired. So she can get out of not coming but I can't?
Minutes later we we're at the club but lemme tell y'all the joke...all these bitches ditched me for they nigga. Tay and Amoyi was dancing, Armani and Elijah was arguing, Shackeria and Chris was humpin on the dance floor too, Nataysha was tounging it down with Tyshawn ugly ass. I was gonna panic when I saw him but guess who was here? Nobody other than Khy oh and let's not forget his little girlfriend. I was just at the bar trynna drink my problems away.
"You look like a good girl and if you have too much of that you might go bad" I heard a voice behind me. I turned to see this fine ass brother
"Who said I wasn't already bad" I matched his smirk.
"I won't believe you are until I see it" On some real shit, I fuckin hate it when niggas be sexy as hell and they breath smell like ass like what the fuck? I sighed disappointed and turned slightly to see Khyree staring me down so I turned to the guy.
"Wanna dance?" I know I was being childish but I saw Khy everyday of this week and we haven't said a word to each other.
"Ight" he shrugged as I held my breath. I grabbed his hand and led the way to the dance floor. The song Walk and Wine by Konshens started playing and I got hype. Soon I was showing him how turnt my waistline was. At least he know how to dance and keep up. I was so mad tho cuz I dance with this nigga how long and Khy still ain't curse my ass out. I guess we really are done. I sighed before walk in away. I walked to VIP where everybody was sitting around talking.
"Y'all I'm bouta go Ight" I told the girls
"How you getting home" Ebony asked
"Cab" and with that being said...I left

Khyree P.O.V

Ask me if i gave a fuck....hell no. I dont even feel like fuckin with Janaya right now. She be doing too fuckin much and if i didn't kno she was doing this shit on purpose, I would've fucked her and ole dude up but why feed into her bullshit? I shook my head when she left and turned back to Ashley.
"You ready to go" I asked her and her thottin ass was ready. She been feeling on a nigga all night like damn that's why her ass not coming to the strip club tomorrow for Chris birthday. Fuck around with her and a nigga gets no lap dances cuz she'll be too busy doing it for me.
When we got to my apartment, she gave me head and was out. I never take her to my house. Janaya was the only female I ever took there.

Janaya P.O.V
I was drowning in my sorrows at like at 4 in the morning. I really miss Khy. I sighed and turned over to a snoring Quan. He really doesn't deserve this. I came to his house after leaving the club because I didn't wanna be alone. I was bouta start crying by just thinking bout this whole thing but my phone began to ring. I threw Quan heavy ass leg off of me before getting up to get my phone off the dresser. I really feel like the circulation in my leg stopped. I hate sleeping with his ass.
"Hello" I answered the phone. I heard gasping and then violent caughing
"Baby-" I heard Mama Nina voice "I can't breath properly could you come take me to the hospital" she managed out between her coughing
"Mama you don't have to ask you know I'll do anything for you. I'm on my way" I hung up and threw on one of Quan's hoodies and my sneakers that I left here on. I hit Quan upside his head causing him to jump up.
"I'm taking ya car, I'll be back" I told him before grabbing his keys and my way to Mama Nina's house.
I used my keys to let myself in and heard her caughin in the bathroom. I ran to find her laughing over the toilet. I helped her up after seeing the toilet red.
"Thank you baby" she said as I sped to the hospital
"I'm always here to help you Mama" I gave her an assuring smile.
When we got to the hospital, they took care of her and I was glad as hell that she was fine. I watched her sleep as I lied in the couch. This lady is my second mother and to know her life is riling down, made me scared. I called both her sons and only one answered. It sure wasn't Khyree. I sighed. He pisses me off. Mama told me she wanted him around but he not answering. I decided to get my lazy ass up and go get him.
Pullin up in his driveway, my heart was speeding. I knocked on the door for like 10 minutes before banging on that shit.
"Its 6 in the fuckin morning!!!" I heard him yell before the door swung open. He realized it was me and kissed his teeth
"What you want cause I obviously wasn't answering you for a reason" he sounded annoyed and I rolled my eyes at that
"Don't get ahead of yourself asswhole, I was callin to tell you ya mom in the hospital and like every other mother would, she wants you to be there" I said then turned around going back to the car. Its his choice if he wanna go to the hospital or not. I was hungry so I stopped at Quan house to eat and then decided to get some rest. I felt my body being lifted off the couch.
"I got yu, go back to sleep" I heard Quan say and thats exactly what I did.
Later, I made Quan drop me home before I took care of my hygiene and throwing on a red Adidas track suit and my white low cut Nike's. I stopped at Dunkin Donuts to get Mama Nina a French vanilla coffee and my self sweet tea. I also got her a box of donuts and myself bagel with cream cheese. I stopped to get her balloons and a basket of edible goodies. I don't know why but I felt great today. I was blasting Successful by Tray Songz and Drake this a real throw back. I walked in the hospital room to see Khy, his brother and nephews in there. The little boys ran to me screaming my name and I was dying. Kavon was like a Lil puppy hype as hell. I put Mama stuff down
"Look at my daughter holding it down" I heard her say causing all of us to laugh.
"You know this. How you feeling mama" I asked while kissing her cheek
"I'm fine now. Thank you for bringing me here" she smiled warmly.
"I love you mama. Yu know I got you" I told her before turning to a whinning Kavon.
"Oh be quiet Lil boy" he stopped when I picked him up. He kissed my cheek and said he missed me.
"I miss you too" I told him as I sat down with him on my lap.
"I get some" he reached for the sweet tea I was drinking. I gave him some before lookin over at mama show as grubbin on everything I got her. Moe was playing with the balloons with his dad and Khy was knocked out. I ate and shared my food with Kay the whole time while we watched TV and played.
"Did y'all talk yet" Mama asked after the kids and they dad left. She pointed to Khy and I.
"Mama ya son don't want shit to do wit me so I think its best we just leave it alone" I shook my head.
"Whatever y'all know y'all love each other"
"Sometimes you aren't supposed to be with people you love" I told her. When Khy woke up, he still ain't say shit to me and told his mom he'll be back before kissing her and leaving. I felt so invisable on the couch and felt like I needed to cry.
"He'll come around" Mama assured me. I trust her and hope he does.