F*ck What You Heard,You're Mine

Chapter 25

Janaya P.o.V
Well its been bout 3 months since the day I took Mama NiNa to the hospital. She been in and out not doing well at all. Right now damn near the whole family was in her hospital room. She could barely talk, she mumbled words as she inhaled and exhaled with trouble.
"Janaya baby...stop all that" she told me while I cried. We all knew what was gonna happen soon.
"I told you I'm ready to go home. I would go really happy if you would be there for my son" her eyes turned to look at Khy "My poor baby...I hate to leave him but I know I need to rest" I turned to look at Khy with his head in his hands. "He always come running to me for advice when it came to you but its time for him to figure it out on his own. I'm glad I at least lived to see him settle down and be happy. Put ya shirt up" I was confused so I lift up my shirt and she rubbed it.
"I would check this out if I were you"
"Mama" I giggled "my belly didn't go down all the way. I'm not pregnant" I told her
"Mhmm, go check it out child. Now, fix this between you and my son okay?" I nodded in response. Later, we all had our own heart to heart with her and some people decided to go rest. I wanted to stay but she told me to go, she didn't want me to see her like that. But she told me goodbye and I honestly felt like that was forever. I went home and called Quan. He came over and now we were in the living room cuddling in the dark as I cried my heart out. Quan is the type of person that don't know how to comfort someone. Like he was patting my back awkwardly and shit but it fells better to have someone here for me than no one at all. The doorbell started ringing. I didn't feel like socializing so I left it but it kept going and my head was pounding so I got up and answered it. I was surprised to see a red eyed Khyree. His puffy face stared down at me sadly. My tears couldn't stop.
"She's gone isn't she" I asked as I sobbed and he nodded. I bust out crying and soon felt arms wrap around my waist pullin me into his chest. My arms found there way around his neck as I buried my face in his chest and I felt him nuzzle my neck. I felt him squeeze me tighter like he never wanted to let go.
"I'm sorry ma" I heard his raspy voice in my ear. I nodded. We stood like that for a while before we were interrupted
"Babe who at the do-" he stopped when he saw who it was. I pulled away from Khy and looked down at my feet. This not bouta be pretty
"What-" I cut Quan off
"Its not the time for this Quan" I shook my head.
"Every fuckin time. You never gon get over this nigga if he stay in ya life" I was confused
"What are you talking bout" I sighed "Today is not a good day for neither of us Quan. I can't comfort a friend now? How can you turn this situation into you being insecure? I don't feel like hearing this right now" I shook my head.
"Now you don't feel like dealing with me? Ight whatever" he grabbed his keys and left. I got some ass kissin to do later
"You wanna come in" I asked Khy who stood there quiet. I took his hand and led us up to my room. He sat at the edge of the bed with his head in his hands. I sat next to him and saw water droplets on his cargos.
"Khy you know its okay to cry right? Especially infront of me. I'm a cry baby and plus I'm always gon be here for you no matter what." I took his hand "you know I got you just don't be scared to be your self around me. That's the last thing I want" I rubbed his hand between both mine. He still didn't say anything. "Well at least lay down if you don't wanna talk" he stood up, took off his shoes and pulled off his shirt before laying down. I lied next to him but didn't want him to feel uncomfortable so I turned my back towards him. I felt him pull me to turned me around them wrap his arm around my waist pulling me on my back. He wrapped his arms around my body tightly and Nuzzled my neck. He looked up after a while and used his fingers to turn my head and pecked my lips twice. We looked into each other eyes before his flickered down to my lips. He leaned in and bit my bottom lip, tugging at it before he released it. I pecked his lips this time before his tongue licked my lips, ask for entrance. Now I been craving this for some time now so I gladly opened up for him. As soon as his tongue flicked against mine, I wrapped my arms around his neck, stroking his hair. They moved together perfectly as my head twisted from one side to the other, deepening the kiss. When he pulled away, he Nuzzled back in my neck and fell asleep. After a while I managed to get him off me and took my ass to Quan house. I can't just diss him like that, tht would be fucked up.
I used my key to open the door and found him laying on his bed doing something on his phone. He looked at me the looked back at his phone. I kicked my sneakers off and lied on my side looking at him, pouting. This nigga didn't even turn to me. I kissed my teeth and took the phone.
"Come on Janaya" he smacked his lips.
"Since when I'm Janaya? I thought I was ya bae" I asked.
"Yu supposed to be but you obviously don't wanna be" he shrugged. I rolled my eyes and sat up to straddle him
"I didn't do anything this time tho" I pouted
"See thts the problem, why shit always gotta go wrong for us? Ny, I stayed with you even after you told me you only with me because you felt guilty for fuckin that nigga and imma always be here for you but I'm not trynna get hurt so imma just stop this where we at. Yu know I really care bout you so just call me whenever you need me, other than that, you need to work whatever you got going on with Khyree and you need to work on this fat pack too" he grabbed my stomach and I laughed. I slapped his hand away
"Obviously you like this shit okay" I rolled my neck playfully. After our laughing died down, I smiled sadly.
"We still can be besties right?" I asked and he mugged me
"I mean, I don't wanna be around ya ratchet ass" that made him receive a slap upside the head
"Whatever, can I spend the night. A goodbye sleepover?" He nodded and I got comfortable next to him. I would say I slept peacefully but y'all know Quan be fuckin my back up in his sleep. He fucking kneed me.

The next morning, I went home, took a shower and decided to cook breakfast since Khy was still sleep. I threw on my Adidas track suit over my sports bra and yoga pants because imma go to the gym today. I was in the kitchen killing it. I was on some Beyonce type shit.
"Baby my, heart could still fall as hard at 23
I'm thinking bout how, people fall in love in mysterious ways" I sang and as soon as I turned around I jumped. Khy was sittin on the stool watching me with a smirk on his face.
"You really can't sing" he bust out laughing and I rolled my eyes while shrugging. I began snapping and swaying my hips again
"Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars.
Place ya head on my beating heart
Im thinking out loud
Maybe we found love right where we are" I sung on the top of my lungs while gripping his face between my hands to keep his face close to mine. His face was screwed up and shit. I bust out laughing.
"Stop actin like you don't like my voice"
"I don't" he gave me a disgusted face causing me to laugh. I felt him grip my waist and brought me body closer.
"I like when you sing to me tho" he slapped my ass "keep going"
Honey your soul could never grow old, its evergreen!! And baby your smile forever my mind and memories! And I'm thinking bout how, people fall in love in mysterious way, maybe its a part a plan. Oh me I'll just keep making the same mistakes hoping that you'll understand...baby now!!! Take me into your loving arms" I continued. When the song was over, we started dying.
"You can't sing for shit" he shook his head. I pecked his lips twice.
"Deal with it" I shrugged before walk in back to the oven to take the biscuits out.
"Where you going" he asked
"To the gym after eating, I gotta work on this stomach" I slapped my belly before I started sharing his food out.
"You ain't gotta worry bout that, you still fine" he complimented causing me to blush
"Thanks but I don't believe you" I told him. I was just playing tho
"Why"
"Cuz you always lying to me...you know I could sing but you always talking shit bout it" I gave an example and he bust out laughing
"I tell you the truth cuz I love you" I know he was just saying it to go with the conversation but I miss hearing those words from him.
"Why you quiet now" I heard him ask me. I shrugged and blushed. Thank the lord for the amount of pigment in me skin. I spoke after a while
"I mean...I miss hearing you tell me that" I mumbled looking down out my food. He didn't talk so I peeked up at him to see him cheesing. I rolled my eyes and grabbed my plate.
"That's why I don't like talking to ya cocky ass" I was bouta leave but he pulled me back by my sweat pants.
"Wait" I heard the smirk. He wrapped his arms around me waist and took my plate, setting it on the counter in front of me.
"I miss being able to say it to you too" his deep voice lingered in my ear. I turned around in his arms to look at him.
"Khyree I know you don't wanna be with me but I at least wanna be your friend. I don't wanna lose you completely" I couldn't look him in the eyes at all.
"You should know I can stay away from ya cute ass" he said then chuckled after lifting my chin up. "I'm always gon love you and I'm sorry for all the shit I said to you cuz I didn't mean it" he
"Me either. I love you too" I said and smiled after he pecked my lips.
Shit, we back at it again