vent poem book thingy?

I'm excited

I miss you
I never talk to you though
I miss being in your presence
I almost cried
When I didn't see you
When I found out you were absent

I've become attached
I'm still too awkward
We're both awkward, actually
But I don't know if that helps
I don't know how to approach you

When your eyes lit up,
My eyes lit up
Do you like me back?
I don't know how you would
But you could
Still don't know how
I hope you do

Should I tell your sister?
I don't want to
I feel like I should, though
It might help
I'm not ready yet

I hope you miss me as much as I miss you
I want you to be in my life
And I feel like that might actually happen
Only if I'm patient, though
That's going to be hard
I can't wait
I'm excited