Split personalities.

Chapter 10: time to change...again

At about quarter past 1 in the morning we were woken by loud beeping noises coming from Estas machine. All the nurses came rushing in. with all panicked looks on their faces. esta started to scream in pain and she got hurried off to another room. me and mum followed behind. mum was hysterical and I was sobbing. when we reached the room we waited patiently. approximately 10 minutes later my dad walked though the double door with a devastated look on his face. We all hugged and cried together. One of the nurses spoke up and said "she needs more blood are any of you blood type A? I spoke up. "yes I am." "are you willing give some blood to your sister?" She said." yes! Anything to help her."

They took some of my blood and examined it. the nurse came back with the result and said "sorry but it shows that you blood isn't in a healthy state. Do you or did you smoke?" I looked at my parents. they looked so let down and disappointed. "Yes I Do." I said. "Sorry to say bit we cannot use your blood." And they rushed off with esta and told us to stay where we were.

30 minutes later the nurses Came back and said "we are ever so sorry but esta hasn't made it. she wasn't in a good way. guilt drowned my face and anger choked me. "what have I done!" I looked around and mum and dad were both face in palm hysterically crying. What am I doing with my life? Look what I've become. I need to get the old me back and stop these bad habits.

I killed my sister by smoking I'm not willing to kill myself aswell...