Ghost Of You ⇾𝗦𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗶𝗰𝗵𝗶𝗿𝗼 𝗦.

【Y/N's POV】

This took place the day after the funeral of Shinichiro.

Got inspired because of the song dandelions.

Warnings: mention of suicide and a major spoiler alert from the manga!

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I can't sleep...I stood up from my bed as I gaze outside the window.

It was raining heavily...I looked up to the wall clock and it's almost 2 am in the morning.

Looking at the picture frame beside me I saw my picture...and Shinichiro smiling together.

Just the thought of his smile is enough for my tears to made its way back again.

My knees gave in as I stared to the photo, "Ahh...Shin...What am I supposed to do now..." My fingers traced the photo as a smile came on my lips.

Everything reminds me of him... everything around this apartment of mine is.

Taking the picture frame I stood up and walk out of my room.

An image came in my mind as I saw the small living room.

I can still clearly hear his laugh and screams while we would always watch a horror movie.

I sat down on the sofa that he use to sit in whenever he comes here..., they were like a photographs imprinted in my mind...as I remember his smiling face here is the first thing that I would always see in the morning...

Standing up from the sofa, I went on the small kitchen.

"Take it easy! You'll burn the fish!"

"Wait! Stop it's burning!!"

Anytime that I would cook something, he would always come and embrace me by the back.

We would always laugh together in the kitchen as I burn the food that I'm cooking...

Those memories felt so distant...they feel like an old photograph hanging in the wall...

This is too much to take in...I can't...
My body slowly fell to the ground as droplets of tears touch the cold ground.

"How could you do this Shin...how could you leave me all alone...how cruel..." I whispered the words trying to convey it to the man that was no longer beside me.

"See me in my dreams Shin...please...I'm begging you...I wanna see you so bad..." I sob and sob as tears didn't stop from falling and I pleaded that he would hear my pleas.

"I didn't even say a proper goodbye to you ah...I didn't even get to kiss you properly...to hug you...to marry you..." The cold floor is getting blurry as my tears slowly took over my eyes.

Staring up to my kitchen I saw something glint in it...a knife...
Steeling my self to stand up, I slowly approach the knife and took it in my hand.

The knife looks so blurry, my hands were shaking as I took a hold of it... I'll come there soon Shin...wait for me...

Looking at my wrist...for some reason I can hear someone whispering in my ears...

Do it...do it...and you'll be with him...so do it...

Without even thinking... I did it...
Blood trickled in my wrist as I let go of the bloodied knife.

"W-what...?what did I..." I shook my head as I felt my knees getting weak.
I just want to be with him...why...why...I didn't do this...no...