At night I just sit, and I feel upset.
All the shit I could've did, but regret.
Now you're gone, and I feel so dead.
And since you left, look at all the shit that it affects.
Sometimes I feel like you don't even understand.
Get rhymes from people to say what I really can't.
It's not your fault. I can't speak at all.
It's who I am.
Then I trip, and I fall, cause without you I can't stand.
It's like I don't who I am anymore.
I used to be happy when you were here before.
That time you tried to hug me I called you a whore.
But now it doesn't matter because in my heart I'm yours.
You didn't know how I felt.
I was in heaven with you, now it's simply hot as Hell.
Sometimes I feel like I can't speak to nobody else.
All my friends are telling me that I need some help.
But all I need is you.
The beauty of the world those eyes can see through.
We weren't meant to be two.
When I think of myself with someone else, I can't help but ask who.
We are meant to be one.
If we aren't I wanna look back and know I did what I could.
All the times I could've studied and I said that I would,
I was making rhymes cause I felt like that's what I should.
I want to win you like a prize at the fair.
But you don't need to be there.
I'll steal your heart. I don't care.
Your special. Just like your soft, brushed hair.
But I can't feel it. And it's this pain I can't bare.
Give me distractions.
Look at my actions.
You know the fact is.
I'm not reacting.
I'm upset.
I want you here beside me.
There's things I can't express.
But for you I'll keep trying.
