Yo I fall on my feet.
Make believe what I don't see.
Because I don't perceive anything.
So hellbound I want to break free.
Like nobody knows what it means to be me.
I made fun of what I didn't know, but couldn't show.
I wanted to see blood drip quick but it was too slow.
I thought I was done, but I couldn't go.
God gave His son and I said there's no proof to show!!
I was quick to forget.
Satan would drop kick and I would trip.
I was terrified to commit.
Instead I laid on the ground paralized like I was snake bit.
Waiting for the Will I was so very fed up with.
I didn't understand.
Lie in bed? Be a man.
"I'm upset. So depressed."
Take a stand! Can't forget.
I can't forget.
I cant forget!!
Doesn't matter. I'm all messed up now.
Fed up, in regret. But I don't really know how.
All the shit I said. These things they don't go down.
It was You I first met, and the light you could shine down.
You showed me the right path!
It was my own actions that forced me to bring out this wrath.
I didn't do the math.
Just stared into the mirror of my life saying "Who the hell is that?"
I quit!!
Only listened to shit people would say hoping I could forgive.
"Who the hell is this!?"
Surely not the one to step up, the one to give in.
I tried.
But all I can do is fall in sin.
Look into my eyes, and you'd see the end.
I can't keep my feet.
I can't even see.
I fell twice.
And this is where I begin.
