I live a rough life. | Urban love story|

7.What a life

I woke up to  kentrell talking on his phone.

"Yeah I'm down, when we going?" He said all excited, I kissed my teeth to his noise.

"Okay that's dope, I need to go shopping today." He said and I was intrigued to where he was going.

"Ight bro tell Denzel to make sure he gets his passport checked because last time pissed me off." He said laughing.

"Kk see you Brodie." He said hanging up the phone while I stared at him.

"My bad I ain't mean to wake you up beautiful." He said getting back into the bed.

"It's fine, where you going through you all excited." I asked him rubbing my eyes from tiredness.

"We travelling to Mexico for My niggas birthday this weekend." He said and I nodded.

"Sounds like fun." I said stretching and getting up to brush my teeth I didn't want him to smell my morning breath, he followed me into the bathroom.

"It going to be, you want to come with me." He asked me and I thought about it. I have never travelled anywhere, I didn't even have much money in my savings. Since I got my last job through Kennedy, I was told I was fired for some bullshit ass excuse and That already was stressing me out, but the whole situation with my grandma.

"I would love to travel for the first time b-" I was cut off by him.

"You never travelled?" He asked me and I looked at him crazy.

"Bro, my life has always been so hectic I never never through about it." I honestly said.

"That's not right, you should never not think about exploring on this earth, don't worry I gotchu, you have a passport?" He asked I shock my head no.

"It's cool we're going to get all that shit today." He said on his phone.

"I don't know about travelling right now kentrell I have too much on my plate plus I need to find a new job because of Kennedy." I said washing my mouth and rubbing my head, the stress was talking over.

"I told you I gotchu, don't worry about all that." He said smiling at me.

"I'm not about to pay for everything either don't piss me off." I said with an attitude.

"Rose relax I said I gotchu." He said looking at me confused, I rolled my eyes at him.

"I need to shower get out." I said looking away from him crossing my arms, I was upset at the fact my life was always so fucked and I felt like I was always needing someone to take care of me, it made me feel like a failure and it made me really really mad.

"Fuck is you mad about for, I just said I'll pay for the trip and shit and you have an attitude?" He said confused.

"Just get the fuck out for me please damn." I said pushing him out and locking it, I heard him kiss his teeth and I got in the shower. The whole time I started to calm down and realize I was releasing my anger on him when it wasn't his fault, I felt like a bitch . I got out the shower, I choose to wear white sweats with a pink crop top ,I left my curly hair out, and put on a pink hat, I put on lashes and did touch ups. I wore my pink Nike air forces on my feet.I came out the bathroom and seen him laying on the bed, ready to go.

"I'm ready." I said awkwardly, he didn't say anything to me but pick up his keys and walked out. We went into his car and he picked a song before driving. He was ignoring me hella hard.

"Kentrell?" I asked him lowing down the music and he looked straight ahead.

"I'm sorry for yelling at you I was stressed out thinking about my finances, I'm sorry." I said looking away nervously I was bad at apologizes.