11 Im i good enough?

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I was throwing up in the the toilet, I was now 5 months pregnant, I had morning sickness almost everyday, I was so tired of be pregnant, in the beginning it was cute but now I'm huge and heavy, my body always aches, my feet wanted to run away, and I was tried for doing small things, I felt so out of body. Today we were moving into a house kentrell had bought for us, all the things were gone and I have yet to see the place, he wanted to surprise me. I got up and washed my face and mouth and looked the mirror.

"Baby please give mommy some energy." I said to my belly, and he kicked. I put on my jacket and went downstairs, kentrell was in the car waiting for me. I go in the car and he looked at me.

"Awe baby you okay, you look real tired." He said rubbing my stomach.

"I'm exhausted, I want this baby out of me, this month is beating my ass." I said pouting. He kissed me and rubbed my belly.

" Don't worry it's almost time." He said kissing my cheek.

"Easy for you to say you don't have a human in you." I said mugging him and he kissed his teeth.

" I'm sorry rose." He said rolling his eyes at me laughing.

"Yeah whatever." I said.

"You hungry? What you want to eat on the way?" He asked looking at me while he drove.

"I want some subway." I said and he nodded. We stopped at one and he went to get my food. I watched him wait in the line and a girl walked up to him, they exchanged words and he shook his head and laughed, I was like wtf. I got annoyed as I watched, they talked for a good 5 minutes and he finally got my food and came to the car, he gave me my food bad I started to eat it.

"Your not hungry?" I asked him and he shook his head.

"Nah I'm good, I'm gonna eat later." He said and I nodded.

I wanted to ask about the girl but I didn't want to come off as jealous, a lot time I know females come up to him, he's tall, handsome and he dressed nice all the time, it always gets under my skin tho, but I don't wanna be all in his face or argue about it. The females be bad too, so I get a little insecure and think maybe he does entertain them. I have always wanted to go through his phone, but I'm scared that he might be doing something that will piss me if, and I'm to pregnant to be heartbroken. Don't get me wrong I trust him, he's always been respectful but you just never know, I don't believe in trusting people or getting too comfortable.

"You okay?" He asked me when looked at me.

"Yeah I'm okay." I said not making eye contact with him.

"Your so quite." He said.

"I'm good." I said, I didn't want ruin the energy because he was literally on the way to surprise me.

"Okay, we're almost there so get ready baby." He said smirking at me.

We pulled up to a nice house I was shocked, it was so big.

"Oh this is niceeee." I said like the girl in the memes.

He laughed and parked the car. We got out and I hugged him.

"Wow this house is so beautiful, and big." I said not knowing what to say.

"Yeah it's ours and our new baby." He said kissing me and I smiled.

He showed me around and everything was so nice, it was like a magazine.

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