I didn't listen to music
Before
Now
It fuels my sadness
Then
It helped me make it through the pain
You introduced me to music
And I wish I could say
You introduced me to pain
Because I blame you
And I'll still blame you
Forever
Maybe
Probably
Even though it's not your fault
I mean, you didn't fix it
Didn't even really help it
But it's still not your fault
Not really
I knew it long before you
But in the dark I remember the pain
And your face
In the light I remember the happy (and the pain)
And I see your face
I focus on the happy
Sometimes
And I still get the pain
Most times
It's your cross
And my weakness
But crosses
Are better than weakness
They make you strong
Weaknesses leave you in the dark
Forever
Like you
Left me
Forever
I wish you'd have been the one to fix it
My weakness
Not break me
Further
But then
There's Music
You introduced me to it
It 'saves' me, it 'breaks' me
Like you
Like me
M. White
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Waters of Pain
PoetryLife stories told through raw, unadulterated pain. Each individual piece is it's own completed work but more will be added continually
