Ready To Love [ SVT Oneshots ]

Smile Flower - Seoksoo

Seokmin and Joshua were doing their normal things on mornings like these, Where they can just chill and be in each others arms "Seok, Make sure you take your meds ok? Kwan's gonna visit later to check on you" He heard Joshua yell from the kitchen, He let out a low chuckle before yelling back an 'Okay' to assure that he was listening.

Thought Seokmin knew what was coming, He didn't want anyone to know but he had to tell them eventually. He sighed and sat down their bed looking through their photo book, He was greatful someone like Joshua wanted to spend his whole life to be with him. He flipped through the pages remembering each photo bit by bit, Until he heard a soft knock on the door "You alright? You're a bit tearing up Min" he saw Joshua take a small cloth wipping his cheek.

Seokmin just giggled and held on Joshua's wrist bringing it down to hold it "I'm fine, I just miss the old times" he said pulling them both up to stand "Now enough small talk, Let's eat shall we?" Joshua nodded and dragged Seokmin to the kitchen where plates we ready and the food nicely placed on the table.

Both of them were eating and talking about what should they do after seeing Seungkwan "How about the park? It looks quite refreshing today" Joshua heard Seokmin suggest "Sounds great love, How are you feeling?" He suddenly asked "Just a few pain here and there, But all in all not as worst as last week" Seokmin said before standing up to wash their plates.

He knew he was lying to himself, Joshua knows how Seokmin really feels. He feels weak and ill, Yet he tries his best to spend time with people he love. Joshua hated how Seokmin couldn't express himself properly as he didn't want to worry anyone, But in reality he was worrying Joshua even more.

Joshua's worried that Seokmin could feel too weak and he wouldn't even tell him, Joshua stood up from his chair and called Seungkwan if he was available which was gladly answerd with a yes. "Minnie, Get ready Seungkwan will be here anytime soon" He said taking Seokmins place in the kitchen.

Seokmin gave Joshua a small peck on the cheek before going in the bathroom, Joshua wanted the apartment to loon as neat as possible for their guess. It wasn't the first time Seungkwan had to vist their apartment to Seokmin's check ups, It was quite rare to not see the young doctor enter their room. Everyone in the building knows why he was there but never wanted to ask how their neighbor was doing.

Joshua heard a knock on the door, He walked over and opened the door reviealing Seungkwan "Hyung, Any updates with Seokmin's pain?" Seungkwan asked as he enterd the door. "He said he's fine unlike last week" Joshua said leading Seungkwan to the livingroom "That's good to hear, Maybe he should get checked in a hospital. I'm not sure my check ups would be enough for his condition and I'm quite worried Shua"

After Seokmin and Seungkwan talked with each other in another room, Joshua was getting ready for their stroll at the park later. He knew better than to sneak in Seungkwan and Seokmin's conversation just like that, He knew both of them needed their own time.

Seungkwan exited the room both of them were in and bid his goodbyes with Joshua, He felt a hand hold his and lead him infront the door "So, Ready to go out?" He saw Seokmin smiling before opening the door. "Aren't you hungry after talking with Kwan? Your convo lasted longer than an hour Seok" Joshua asked sitting down a bench.

He saw Seokmin shake his head a no before holding his hand tightly "Shua, What would you do if I were gone?" Seokmim said laying his head on Joshua's shoulder "Such a stupid question Min, You promised me you'd stay with me till the end. But if you were, I would never find anyone else and would keep visiting you" He brought both their hands closer if it was even possible.

They looked up and saw that it was getting dark, Stars were starting to get visible, The moon was starting to rise while the sun was starting to set "Let's walk around more shall we? It look's so peaceful here" Seokmin said standing up, Joshua followed him and tried to keep up with his walking "Stop walking to fast, I can't keep running Min" He heard a small chuckle from the man infront of him before seeing him stop.

Joshua saw Seokmin coughing and ran towards him "Are you okay Min?! Want me to call Kwan?" Joshua was panicking and dield Seungkwan as fast as he can, Joshua held on Seokmin until his coughing stopped. Joshua had tears in his eyes while Seokmin tried to ignore the fact that his legs were starting to give up on him.

Seokmin suddenly collapsed infront of Joshua holding
his shoulders for support "Seokmin this isn't funny, Stand up! You said you would stay with me" Seokmin looked up at his lover as he brought his hands to his face to wipe off his tears "I'm sorry I've failed to fulfil that dream of yours.. But I'm afraid there is no next life for me, Meet someone who'll make you happy hm?" Was the last words he said before all he could see was darkness, He heard Joshua cry his tears and screaming from the top of his lungs that he shouldn't go.

Till the next eclipse we'll meet again my love

                                                                         

Author: I should stop killing my characters-
DK/Shua: Yeah author-nim you should😒

This was writen late at night, My mind could only think about sad things. Sucks to know I get ideas during that time though T^T