LMLY

Part 9

I sat down on her bed as she wiped her own tears away.

"I'm sorry you had to witness that." Jennie chuckled.

I smiled, "It's okay."

She sat down next to me and looked down, "I'll explain what I meant a while ago.. V asked me out but I never really liked him like that. Yes he's all popular but I didn't care. I rejected him 3 times. Mind that I like someone else before him, that's why I kept rejecting him. He wouldn't give up so I just said yes.. After two weeks of us dating, I began to catch feelings for him because he took care of me. He was so sweet. He wouldn't kiss me unless I told him he can. After a while we would make out. We made out too much to the point I let him take my virginity in the schools ladies room. I liked him so much. But now.. Fuck him." Jennie glared down at the ground.

I hugged her, "I understand. Guys can be so fucking cruel."

She hugged me back tightly, "I knew he was a fuckboy, I just thought he changed for me. The sick part is that I wanted to love him. Fuck, I wanted a whole life with him."

Jennie moved back and looked at me, "I'm so stupid."

"You're not. He is for cheating on you. I mean, who would do such a thing? If I had my very own Jennie Kim I'd treat you like a Queen that you are. I wouldn't do anything else but love you with every piece of myself. You would always come first Jennie. Always." I smiled softly, Jennie looked away while blushing.

"Can I ask you something?" I asked.

Jennie looked up at me and nodded.

"Who is it that you liked and do you like him still?"

Jennie blushed, "She. She's a girl. I can't say who. But yes I do. Even when I still had feelings for V, I still like her a lot. I like her so much that my heart beats whenever I'm around her. She makes me smile every time. She's such a flirt too. I wish it was her and not V. I wish I could be with her."

"Why can't you?"

Jennie looked away, "Let's just say.. She's like V."

I squinted my eyes, "How so?"

"I won't go into detail. Use your brain Manoban, it's why you have one." Jennie rolled her eyes.

I chuckled, "Okay then Kim."

***

Jennie walked me out, I smirked, "Are you sure you want me to leave? A sleepover would be so fun right now."

"I'm positive, thank you Lisa. For comforting me." Jennie smiled softly.

"Anytime Jennie. You can call or text me whenever, I'll always pick up or text you. Fuck it, do both." We both laughed.

I looked straight into her eyes, "If you need anything, I'm here for you. Don't think about him, okay?"

Jennie nodded, "Okay. Bye Lisa."

I chuckled, "Bye Jennie."

I walked off, I turned around and waved at her. I'm glad I made her smile. I'm sorry you had to go through this Jennie. If you were mine I would have never treated you that way.

I smiled gently then proceeded to walk away right when she closed the door.

I love you Jennie.

I fucking love you Jennie Kim.

How can I love someone when I'm like this.

Why do I feel this way whenever I'm with you.

I don't deserve you..

I hope soon enough you get with that girl. And stay happy forever.

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Use your brain Lalisaaa!!