LMLY

Part 17

Unconscious. Conscious.

If this was my last time being alive, I'm thankful I got Jennie to smile at me for the very first time in a while. I'm thankful that she's happy now even though I'm broken.

I love you Jennie.

God I love you.

***

Jennie's Pov.

It broke me seeing Lisa cry. I know she heard me say I love Sehun. I don't. I only said it to get her off my mind, but when I said it I saw her.. which made me smile like crazy. I still love Lisa with all my heart but I can't forgive her for what she did to me.

I smiled at her once she gave me a smile and nodded. I knew what she meant. I won't move on Lisa. I won't be with him forever. I want you. Only you. I just need more time to heal then I'll go back to you.

When she drove off my heart ached. I had a bad feeling for some reason. I shrugged it off and got into my car then drove home.

***

Two hours later.

I got a call from Jisoo and Rosé at the same time. I tapped on Jisoo since her name popped up first.

"Jennie!" Jisoo cried into the call.

Witnessing Jisoo crying for the first time shocked me. Something is wrong.

"What? What happened Jisoo?" I asked, a little worried.

"It's.. Lisa. Oh god Jennie! She g-got into an a-accident!" Jisoo sobbed into the call.

"What..?" I asked breathlessly.

"Lisa got into a fucking accident! Come here!" She cried out.

"Send me the address!" I yelled.

When I got the address I dashed out and drove to the hospital.

I hurried in and saw Jisoo and Rosé crying while holding one another.

I ran up to them, worried as heck I asked, "How is Lisa?"

"We don't know!" Jisoo sobbed.

"Her motorcycle is crushed JenJen.. It's crushed.." Rosé whispered.

My heart stopped beating for a moment.

"You must be Jennie." A deep voice asked behind me.

I turned around and saw a tall man and a short woman next to him.

"I am." I said.

"I'm Lisa's father Mr. Manoban and this is my wife." He said.

"Mr. and Mrs. Manoban, I'm so sorry for what you're going through. We all feel the same way." I said as my eyes got teary.

He nodded then proceeded to sit down while his wife followed and cried into his arm.

I sat down next to Rosie and started to cry.

Please be okay Lisa..

***

An hour later.

"Mr. and Mrs. Manoban?" A Doctor said.

"Yes Doc? How is my daughter?" Mrs. Manoban asked.

"Your daughter is stable. It's a miracle that only her right leg is fractured. Other then that, she is very well." The Doc said.

I held onto Rosie and sobbed into her. Thank god Lisa is okay!

"But. Your daughter isn't mentally well." He said.

I looked up at him.

"What do you mean?" Mr. Manoban asked.

"I think your daughter is suicidal. She has fresh and old cuts on her wrist." The Doc said.

What...

I looked at Jisoo and Rosé and they were just as shocked as I was.

"I'm afraid your daughter self-harms herself." The Doc looked straight into Lisa's parents eyes.

I let go of Rosé and cried into my hands. Did I do this to her? Oh my god!

I heard Mrs. Manoban crying into Mr. Manoban.

"Who is Jennie?" The Doc said.

I quickly looked up and wiped my tears, "Me."

"Miss Lalisa kept calling your name." Doc said.

I began to burst out in tears, fuck!

"Go to her Jen." Jisoo whispered in a hoarse voice.

I looked at them then nodded.

I excused myself and went into Lisa's room.

She looks perfectly fine. Thank you god..

I sat on the chair that's the closest to her and held her hand gently.

"Lili.." I whispered.

She began to move around slowly.

"Lili, I am so sorry for what I put you through.." I sobbed while looking down.

"It's.. okay Nini." Lisa whispered.

I quickly looked up, "Oh Lili!"

I got up and gently hugged her, she hugged me back.

"Hey Nini." She chuckled.

I pulled back and glared at her, "How dare you cut yourself! How dare you get into an accident!"

"Ah, I'm sorry." She said as she looked down.

I grabbed her arm and saw the scars, "They're not deep enough to stay forever. You're lucky."

She smiled, "I know."

The Doc walked in, "Oh, Miss Lalisa. You're awake."

Lisa nodded, "Yeah."

I sat back down and listened.

"You weren't supposed to wake up for a week. How are you?" Doc asked.

"Shit, I'm fine. My leg hurts but I can bare with it." Lisa smirked.

"You'll have to stay for two weeks so it can heal." Doc said.

Lisa nodded again.

"If you need anything, press that button." He pointed at a small red button next to Lisa's bed.

"Alright, thanks Doc." Lisa said.

"You're welcome, I'll let everyone know you're awake." Doc then left.

"Where's Sehun?" Lisa asked once she turned to me.