My Twisted Life (Scömìche)

Chapter 3: He's Back

Dear diary,
Help. Why am I like this? Why am I so worthless? Why doesn't anyone see my pain? Maybe it will get better... Only while I'm dreaming... I need Scott to know...but I can't tell him. He'll want to know why. I can't tell him why. I'm not losing my reason why. Haha that rhymes. Anyways... He's all I got and I'm not letting go. I should go, I have a little while before Scott gets home and I need to use that time for some blade work on my legs. I hope I don't hit a vein. I guess I'll write tomorrow. Bye.
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Scott looked up at me, tears running down both of our faces. I'm glad he doesn't know it's him. I was lost in thoughts. Thoughts about that beautiful boy sitting in front of me. They ended sooner than expected. My phone beeped and I picked it up from the table. A text. From Travis. Crap.
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Travis: hay Mitchie!
Mitch: don't call me that
Travis: You know you miss me.
Mitch: maybe in your dreams last night
Travis: Come on, I miss you
Mitch: can't say the same about you
Travis: Please baby? I need you...
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Maybe I do miss him. I could use him to keep my mind off of Scott for a while. Maybe he will treat me different. I do kind of miss the attention. It won't be so bad going back.
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Mitch: what do you need?
Travis: you
Mitch: What do you mean 'you'
Travis: Just come over.
Mitch: k, be there soon.
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Scott was still reading. "Scott, I have to go somewhere tonight... ill see u in the morning?"

He gave me a curious look. "Where?"

I had to think of an excuse. "Um... Kirsties"

He smiled. "Okay, hurry back."

I took my diary back and put it under my pillow. I smiled and left. I parked my car outside of Travis' house for a couple minutes before finally heading inside. I opened the door slowly and walked in.

"Travis?" I shouted through the house. He walked out from his bedroom and smiled.

"Where have you been?" I smiled.

"Home." He walked up to me and kissed me. To be honest, I kissed back. It felt amazing to kiss someone. But then it went bad, fast.

I felt a hand placed on my butt and the other behind my neck. I tried to pull away but he wouldn't let me. He tried to deepen the kiss to a seductive level but I pulled away.

"What are you doing?" I asked. He pushed me against the door.

"Giving you what you deserve." He smirked. Then I felt a sharp pain in my stomach. He punched me.

"I thought you wouldn't do this again!" I shouted.

He just laughed. He hit me again, this time in the face. Well that'll leave a mark. Then another shot to the stomach and he kneed me as I fell to the ground. He continued to punch me. Anywhere and everywhere.

He went to get his phone when it rang and I made a run for it. I got into my car and drove away as quickly as possible. I stopped at a gas station to get cover-up for my bruises and put it on in the bathroom there. You could barely see them. I decided never to go back or talk to him again. Ever.
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Hay guys! Just like I said, the chapter was later today. Tysm if you're reading this! And votes and comments are greatly appreciated! Ily guys! I'll be updating soon. Stay perf!