The Turnaround

1.

"So calm for an bloody murderer"

Ranboo whispered to himself.
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Cold wind blew ranboo's black hair out of his face .

He glanced down at his feet noticing that he was shivering
But it was not because of the cold breeze.
Also not a reason was the upcoming Autumn .

A sudden strong smell of upcoming rain and wet grass
drew in his nose

I need to tell him
And I need to tell him now

An cold shiver went down his back . It felt as if somebody struck a knife through his heart Everytime he thought about the confrontation.

He didn't know whether to be scarred or angry against Wilbur

He took everything
He took MY everything

Ager grew in him faster and stronger than he thought it was ever possible .

And with one jump he stood back on his feet
still shivering violently as yet an other cold breeze blew against his body .
But he ignored it

All he wanted was tubbo

And If this was the day
that he breathed out his last breath

He wanted tubbo back
Cost what it may

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Wilbur sat on an table in the burger van , reading peacefully

Ranboo sneakily looked through the the window

So calm for an bloody murderer

In the next moment He kicked the door in. and rushed into the van
Sending an surprised look to Wilbur's face

Then he stood still .
Not knowing how to start the conversation

after a few seconds of pure silence passed . The tall brunette slowly lowered his head down to his book again

As if ranboo not just kicked the door in (lmao)

Ranboo just stared at him in disbelieve

Oh , I want to stab a knife through your heart

He thought

But I don't want to be like you

A few breaths later ,
ranboo broke the silence

"I can't do this anymore".

He whispered
This sentence came out quieter than he actually wanted it to
Come out

But it was loud enough for Wilbur to hear
"What?"

He asked confused

And then everything bursted out of ranboo.
All the pain that he had to suffer just because two stupid Idiots fought over power

He raised his voice
"I quit"
"Everything!"
"DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH PAIN YOU COUSED ME !?"

Wilbur now looked up . And raised from his seat slowly closing his book

Scarry bastard

Ranboo thought , but continued screaming at him

"I WANT TUBBO BACK
HES MY FAMILY !!
AND I JUST CANT TAKE THE FACT THAT YOU ARE MAKING ME BECOME A MONSTER"

Wilbur's face was emotionless as he listen to the sad screams of an person who's heat had been shattered into a million pieces .

Ranboo panted looking at Wilbur after he finished

Still nothing

No denial , no shame , no hurt not even an evil smirk
Wilburs face was expressionless

"Leave then"

At these words Ranboo's face went pail

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Ranboo sat on a stair on the prime path.

He would have left anyway
In the end It wouldn't had mattered what Wilbur said.

He remembered the way Wilbur looked at him .

Nothing in his eyes just the faded light of an warrior that had lost to many fights.

But Ranboo knew a fire burned deep inside of wilbur

He just needs to find it
And for god sake use it for something good

he shock his head
why did he care about so much about the one person that ruined his life ?

He didn't know
Nobody knew

What he knew was that at dawn he would walk into las Nevada's , and would not leave until tubbo came with him
At dawn he would finally be happy again

.

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But things didn't go as planned .

He did have a talk with tubbo
But tubbo wasn't as happy as the ender boy thought

He talked about "belonging in last Nevada's " and that he couldn't let quackity down

"Just because you don't want to stay with wilbur doesn't mean I don't have a life on my own"

Did not want

"Want" ranboo wispered

He started screaming at the top of his lungs

"I DID THIS FOR YOU"
"I WANT TO SAVE YOU"

"well I don't want and need your help"

Tubbo answered dry

With this words said he remembered himself

running

Just running

away

Away ,from everybody .
Tears streaming down his face that mixed with the cold wet rain that slowely but surely began poured down from the dark night sky

And there he was again .

Sitting on the prime path
Smelling the wet wood beneath him

Time felt like it was in slow motion

He jumped as suddenly  someone gently touched his shoulder .

he turned around fractically

A soft voice that was well  known to ranboo begann to speak

"You on your sad arc mate?"
"Why you sitting in the rain!"

In front of him stood the blond boy known as tommy

Ranboo instantly was peranoid that tommy would see the tears falling from his cheek

But it was almost impossible during the heavy rain

Loud thunder roars sounded from far away .
Or where they right above them ?
Ranboo couldn't tell it was like his mind was not available right now

But before the taller boy could answer the laughing Tommy ,

He was cut off
"C'mom lets get to my place ,"
"We don't want you get struck by a lightning !"

Ranboo just nodded thankful

He had never heard Tommy in such caring voice  .
Besides the fact that also he had an terrible past

Somebody cares about me

And maybe they could help each other.