𝙎𝙩𝙖𝙮 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙢𝙚 // 𝙅𝙅𝙆

63 - Special

Ally's P.O.V.

After staying inside for days at home, I got sick and tired of it and decided to go for a walk. Changing into some leggings and an oversized hoodie, I walk out of my apartment.

I decided to try and not think about Jungkook while I was out since that has been all that has been invading my mind, but I failed after 5 mins. It was impossible.

Heading towards downtown, I go to my favorite cafe and order a coffee. Then I made my way to a park that was a couple minutes away to go sit and enjoy the scenery.

Everything was so calm and peaceful. I wish I could feel like that. Soon, my thoughts came back to Jungkook and again, I wanted to smash my head against a brick wall.

For the first time in my life, I had no idea what to do.

I felt lost.

I was more than anything hurt that he never talked to me about this situation. A relationship involves two people who make choices together, not one who makes all the choices. The fact that he didn't tell me made me feel like he didn't trust me and that hurt more than a heartbreak.

My trust in him was no longer the same.

"Ally?" Turning my head towards the direction of the voice, I was surprised to see the person who was calling me.

"Yoongi? What are you doing here?"

"I went to get some coffee and stretch a bit since I've been working for hours."

I nod my head at his words and then I scoot over a bit to let him sit. I actually haven't talked to Yoongi with just the two of us since more than a year ago, so I was feeling a bit awkward, but also comfortable at the same time.

"I'm guessing you have a lot on your mind by the looks of it."

This comment caught me by surprise.

"Is it obvious?" Looking at him slightly worried, he just nods his head while taking a sip of his iced coffee.

Now I'm feeling a little self conscious.

"It's Jungkook, isn't it?" He turned to look at me and I was surprised that he got it right...

"How'd you know?" I knew that he had some sort of magical powers, especially in getting what he wants, but this was on another level.

"He told me about you coming to his place. He was worried."

Ah...that's why. I didn't say anything to that but just nodded.

"You have every right to feel whatever you are feeling. Sure, what he did was really f**ked up, but you can't blame him for doing something that he thought was right at the moment."

His words took me back since I wasn't expecting him to say any of that. But hearing him say that made me question something... Did he know about us?

"Did you know?..."

"I knew from the moment you two started looking at each other and hadn't realized your feelings."

For some reason, I could feel my cheeks start to get warm and the feeling of embarrassment took over me. All I wanted was to dig a hole and bury myself in it knowing that someone noticed the whole time.

Suddenly, another thought took over my head and I started to panic.

"Do the others know?"

He shakes his head.

Thank God!

I wouldn't have known what to do if everyone else knew.

"I hope you know that it wasn't an easy decision for him to make. He didn't like the idea either, but he knew he had to do it in order to protect you."

He turns his head to look at me as I do the same for only a few seconds before I turn my head away and look down at my cup of coffee in my hands.

Jungkook told me that he had no choice, but hearing someone else confirm it made it sink in a little more.

Did he really do it to protect me?

"Whether you forgive him or not is up to you, but keep in mind that he did everything for you."

I didn't decide on if I should forgive him or not, but the way he was wording everything was making it sound like if I didn't forgive him, I'd be an asshole.

Yoongi suddenly gets up from his seat. As he was about to walk away, he turned around and faced me.

"You're someone very special to him and the fact that he was willing to sacrifice your love and relationship for your dreams, should tell you a lot about who he really is."

After saying that, I watch as he walks away until he disappears from my view. I knew that it was a decision that he made on his own without talking to me about it, but I never thought of it as a sacrifice.

I'm not completely sure if I can see it like that, but having it worded in that specific way made it seem a little more reasonable for some reason.

A/N
I'm sorry this chapter was so short, but I needed to add this chapter to the story, so someone could help Ally and see things from a different point of view.

Only 2 chapters left besties!! 😭

I already started writing the first few chapters of the sequel!

There will be new characters who I know you'll guys love and also hate 😳
Hope y'all enticed this short chapter today and pls tell me what you guys thought! Also don't forget to give me a ⭐️ if you liked it!

- Ash ✨