Cocaine makes you boring (wilbur x e-girl)

maybe I was boring

TW:minor swearing and minor mentions of violence

Her POV

We got to will's place it was small and a bit trashy but what did I expect from a 20 year old who lives by himself? He eagerly took my coat off and told me to put my bag down somewhere. He was strange like that, he seemed quiet possesive as if he wouldnt be respectful but then takes my coat or pays for drinks or opens the door for me... that's what makes him interesting. We sat down on his bed and told dumb stroies. There was an old peice of burning insense on the window sill, next to it a pile of half eaten takeaway giving the room a strange stench but it was another thing that made him interesting.

We sat and talked for a while, Will telling dumb stories that he'd already told me or I knew werent true but I could tell he was making an effort which was sweet. One was about him goin to disney land and punched mickey mouse so he cant go back, i couldn't tell if that one was true or not but i don't think i wanted to know the answer.

I looked at my phone and realised it was 3am

'shit,its 3am and i need to get home'

'just stay. you can sleep on the couch, i have spare pillows and blankets, i can even give you a hoodie.'

'erm ok...'

Thats where it started, that night i stayed i could tell he felt asthough he had me... and he did. We would talk every other day and meet up in person every few weeks, I was falling deeper and deeper into his trap. It was around a month after that first date and I was getting sick of just laying in his room and that insense no longer made him interesting. I knew he thought i was the one and that terrified me because his stories were never cool anymore and he doesnt make my heart skip a beat like it used to. But he wasnt boring and god i wish he was, i wish he bored me to death, but no.

Something about him was addictive, maybe the ability to do anything and not have a care in the world around him and escape from being so basic, i still had a normal part time job and school and parents expecting me to be doing great things so it was nice not having to be that person and Will brought that out in me. He was great in that way, but we never do anything anymore and the amount of love hearts he uses make him seem like such a simp. I'd be lying to myself if I said he wasnt one and I hated that. Why does he annoy me so much while being so good for me? Why cant he just be boring and so easy to forget about?

'WHY CANT HE JUST BORE ME TO DEATH?' i shouted before falling back onto my bed and slowly falling into sleep, exahsted by the amount of stress and frustration I had built up trying to understand why he wasnt boring.

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A/N: I'm honestly so shocked people are actually reading this, I kind of gave up on this since going back to school but seeing people enjoying it has motivated me to keep writing!! Thankyou and take care of yourself<3