Getting Ready With Bennett

Good Morning

"Hey Benny!" "Hey girl, come over here!" "Benny, you should come over and try on my new princess dresses with me!!" I snap back to reality. I look around the room, I guess I fell asleep without realizing it. "I should get dressed" I mumbled, voice deep from sleepiness. I go to the bathroom and brush my teeth. I stare at myself in the mirror, watching my mouth get more and more bubbly. I spit. I know it's a normal thing to get up and use the bathroom in the morning, of course you've digested a lot and need to release it. But just looking at the toilet makes me queasy, like a dead rat with flies digging through its flesh. It's hard to explain and I'm sure it's not easy for you to understand. I walk to my closet to pick out an outfit for today. I picked out a white shirt and a brown vest. I love this combo, it's so comfortable and it makes me look hot. I take my shirt off and quickly put on the white one. I don't like looking at my body, it's just not me. I take my shorts off and slip on some blue jeans. I look nice, ready to start the day.. I think. I do apologise, I haven't properly introduced myself. My name is Bennett, Bennett Caine. And- wait.. Can I trust you with this? You're not against lgbtq are you? Ahh.. Okay that's a relief ehe. Well I'm transgender! Female to male. I haven't had any surgeries on my body or anything so my figure still looks like a woman's... It's fine, I just don't have the money yet, but when I get it, I'm gonna get top and bottom surgeries! I dream of the day.. Right now I just hide my chest with a binder. It's kinda squeezy but it works and it makes me feel comfortable with my image. I don't recommend overdoing it though, it can hurt a lot if put on wrong. Anyways I'll be off then. Stay safe, I love you!