My future (Elizabeth Olsen x Female Reader)

Chapter five: Overwhelmed

WARNING: Feeling anxious, Insomnia

~ A WEEK LATER ~

It's been a week since I got the email about the show, I haven't been sleeping properly.

I think I got like 3 hours of sleep each night, I was feeling pretty down but also felt excited, and on top of that I was getting hate on social media.

So through the entire week I had crazy mood swings, and let me tell you it's frustrating.

Imagine you're feeling sad and tired but then you feel nervous and excited at the same time.

My stomach and heart were doing flips, at some point I started to feel sick.

It's also been a week since I last talked to Lizzie, I was starting to think I did something wrong but I didn't want to bother her so I haven't texted her.

I took a look at the clock *5am* I exhaled heavily knowing there is no way I'm getting any sleep tonight.

I sat up on my bed and scrolled through my phone, I opened instagram and as usual the only thing I was seeing were hate comments.

"You don't deserve this part" "Just quit" "Bring back the REAL Sophia"

"Everyone hates you" "Why did they even cast her"

I threw my phone across the bed not caring if it would fall on the floor.

Tears started to fill my eyes and seconds later I was already crying.

I know I shouldn't be crying about this but the hate comments just get to me and stab me in the heart like a dagger.

I just sat on my bed crying, feeling awful, why do people hate me so much?

I was so focused on my own mind I didn't realize my phone was ringing.

I got up and picked up my phone from the edge of the bed to see a message from my mom.

⚪Mom💕

Mom💕:

Hey sweetheart, I know

you're probably sleeping

But here it's pretty early.

Anyway, call me when you can I miss you

Y/N:

Hi mom

I'm up actually I miss you too

Mom💕:

Isn't it like 5am in New York?

Y/N:

It is but I have a meeting

Mom💕:

Can we talk on the phone?

Y/N:

Sure

Seconds later my mom was calling me and I answered.