It was hard forgetting you,
You had become a part of my soul.
The reason why I checked my inbox everyday, the reason I spent my nights in wakefullness, the reason why I talked, laughed, smiled, cried, dreamt. The only reason was you.
I was afraid of failing you,
(You wanted me to be happy i knew).
Each time behind each text there was fear of losing you. I did everything I could, kept on trying even though I knew that I was fighting a losing battle. You never knew.
I wish I had given you happy memories to cherish. I didn't.
Sometimes I am glad it's over; I feel guilty sometimes, you know? I lived in hell, I dragged you in too.
