Dear love,
It has been eleven long months since we parted ways. Eleven long months of waiting for something that will never happen. Sometimes just sometimes, before I manage to brush them away, your memories still make my heart skip a beat.
But I have learnt to live without you. I tried to find my happiness in another person but it had to be you, you or nobody.
Sometimes I ask myself, Will I go back to you if you care to call me back?
My mind says no, my heart says...no.
The reason why I can't move on is still a mystery to me dear. I am still walking in this mist, where you left me.
The sky is still dark, my dark thoughts refuse to leave me. I couldn't rid myself of all the negative thoughts I tried. I tried so much.
I am sorry. I am so very sorry.
