Where were you when I needed you eight months ago? You've probably fucked the whole world.
Good morning beautiful c: I hope you slept well. Ary gave me your number
yesterday, i hope you dont mind. But meet m at the Starbucks down the street
in 35 . I miss you . xx
Sighing after reading the text, i instantly knew it was Luke. I lightly ran a straightener through m hair, put on some mascara, white high wasted shorts, a hot pink bondeaue , and some white Chuck Taylors. After brushing my teeth I decided I better take my skateboard so I can get there quicker considering i'm almost positive I'll be late.
Pulling into the Starbucks parking lot proved more difficult than it should have been. There were a lot of rocks and my board stopped and i flew off and cut my hand. As I was standing up I heard a deep chuckle. His deep chuckle. Slowily turning around, i instantly noted our close proximity. I had to look up due to Luke's considerable tall frame.
"Hey Darling" Luke gently said while tucking a strand of hair out of me.
"Hey Luke" I said a bit too loud after sucking in a breath.
After getting our seats Luke suggested he order for us. When he came back I couldn't believe he still remembered what i ordered.
"Vanilla Bean Frap. with java chipps and mocha syrup topped in whipped cream and chocolate drizzle and with the name on the cup 'Izz'" Luke stated proudly. Wow, he even remembered that they always spelled my name wrong so you just had to tell them Izz with two z's..
"S'how've you been? Still hanging out with the frat boy I see." Luke said in between sips of his coffee.
" Logan isn't a frat boy. He's taking a break from college anyways. And I've been pretty okay. Moved back in with my dad, mum's been tight up lately and I haven't really talked to her in a bit, but you know how that goes." I rambled. Luke knew everything about me. Every secret, everything about my family, well every secret except the ones that i came up with over the course of the past eight months.
"Is your dad still with the Step Bitch?" Luke said smiling.
"As close together as ever." I say with hate dripping heavier from each word.
The next few minutes were filled with silence. I was just finishing y drink when Luke suggested going to the park right accross the street. I obligued and we left. As soon as we arrived I jumped on the swings. Playgrounds have andalways will be my favorite place. They always gave me a quiet relaxing place to go when I needed a break. I was just sitting when i felt my swing start moving and the air cut off from hitting my back. As I looked up I came face to face with a smiling Luke.
"This is where we had our firt kiss," he stated while realization just hit, "It was October 23. You had on clack skinny jeans and my sweatshirt. The orange one? We decided to come to the park because your dad came home drunk and hit you. It was 9:47 when I got here. ou showed up two minutes later. Your hair was wavy, and it was when you still had the sea blue color in it. At first we just sat at the top of the slide. I kept staring at you and you kept slapping me. I dont know why you were so insecure. You still take my breathe away. I remember you talking about what you wanted to do when you grew up, who you wanted to be. And then you asked me about my future, and I couldn't say anything except what I did, 'In my future? I just want to be by your side. Everyday, everynight, every morning, every second. In my future all I really know is you.' Then you looked me really deep in the eyes. Yours eyes, baby. They had a very light brown, like caramel in the middle. Then They started fading into an emerald green. I couldn't stop staring. You almost looked like you were going to cry. And then I felt your breathe on my lips. I can still remember it so clearly. And then I started to lean in and you wrapped your arms around my kneck. And then it felt like the best high I could ever get. I felt complete."
By the time he finished the story I was crying. It felt like I was there again.
"Iz, my dear Iz, I love you so much. From the first day I saw you passing by me on your board. I've seen you at your 'worst' , you're my life. The past couple months have been complete fucking hell and I just. I'm just swo happy that I got to see you. Remember when you used to sing to me? Can you. I miss your voice."
Sighing, I decided to do it. I may be a bitch for the lyrics i decided to sng but it's exactly hpw I felt. "Where were you when I needed you, 8 months ago? All your friends are talking about me, now you're ringing up my phone. I bet you miss me now , Baby i bet you'd kiss me now, baby. Especially since you know this ain't nothing and I've only just begun. You never thought I would go this far. You said potential couldnever last this long. We'll baby, I've been alone for almost all my life. What makes you think that you can ever do me right? You're just the same old song. Same old song... And now i'm poppin' yeah. I made it big poppin' yeah. Tell me how you like me. I swear I loved you, man. And you probably went and fucked the world. Well you can take another shot everytime you hear our song playing at the club. You're the same old song... Same old song."
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Fanfiction{ UNWONTED - (en'wôntid) Adjective. Unaccustomed or Unusual } ~He was her drug. She was his sin. ~
