It feels utterly awkward.
Doing nothing.
After two years of dedication, he puts to admire Beam from afar now it comes to this. A vain effort.
Forth is lying on his bed, gazing hard on the white ceiling of his room for the last hour waiting for nothing. He can't sleep anymore. Forth can't imagine anything he can do to fill the enormous amount of idle time he is having at the moment.
Usually, for him, it was filled with his stalking activities of his ex-favourite person in the whole world, of course aside from his parents, Beam Baramee.
Beam had broken Forth's heart to pieces last night or maybe Forth was just in denial the whole time he knew both of Beam and Phana. He saw it. The intimacy between Beam and Phana but he choose to ignore. They're friends since forever and it's normal for them to act intimately like that.
But the kissing...
The kissing made him speechless. Lam is his best buddy but it never crosses in his wildest mind to kiss that man even as a friend.
The only man he would like to kiss is Beam alone but...
He made a fool out of himself by thinking that he is not in Beam's league.
That man is as tasteless.
Phana?!
Of all people?!
The player Phana?!
Beam let Phana play with other people while being in a relationship with him?
What are they? Fuck buddies or something?
Forth got a headache just by immersing himself with lots of questions about Beam and Phana seems to be in a platonic relationship. It's like all the details he learns about the man from long ago got to burn down in ashes from his last night discovery.
He doesn't know the Beam last night. He broke many of the rules he sets just to get Phana out of trouble.
First, he went to the bar where all the things he despises accumulated in a place and he even slaps Phana. Okay, he acts violently for someone who despises them and then offering Ming a ride? He wasn't fond of strangers.
Does he know Ming? And Wayo?
Forth sigh again for the umpteenth time.
Phana is a regular at the bar where the Engineering Gang we're always hanging out and Phana for instance was never dry of sex partners. Forth even stumbles at him once or two doing his business during the Moon and Stars competition with either woman or man.
Damn, that guy has an incredible amount of sex drive!
Forth bet that he has already left his signature on all the beautiful and cute men and women in the University.
Phana and his taste.
It was always someone cute and beautiful and it makes him wonder why he rejected Wayo. That kid is the epitome of cuteness. He even won the popular vote on the recent Moon and Star competition because of his cuteness.
Beam?
He's far from cute. He's not Phana's type. He's a manly man and he is a guaranteed chick magnet if he chooses to swing his way as Phana did. But fortunately, he didn't much to Forth relief.
One thing about Beam is, his facial expression will reflect very clearly his dislike and likes and he makes a clear statement of his dislikes for booze, cigarettes and violence. Beam will avoid places where those three pile up.
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Sept - Forth & the Beam-stalk
FanfictionHi, presenting the Intro to my September story for you all my lovely followers. Thank you for still sticking with me all this while. ❤️❤️ Hope you have all enjoyed the monthly journey so far. Credits go to Chiffon_Cake for the 2 moons characters an...