Extra Chapter: The Lost Love

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by RenBowLTE

by RenBowLTE

Azusa pov:

That night.......i dream, whether this is a message from HER or just my regret that i couldn't let off, i don't know....but even if it just a dream..i'm glad, i'm so glad i got the chance to see her again....the one i regard as my sister, the one who became my closest friend and ......the one i lost

In this dream, there's nothing here..only a large plain with a grass and trees, "so this is what they called a lucid dream huh?" I mutter as i realize that i fully concious in my dream, "it's peaceful.." even though it is just a dream, it is nice to relax like this, especially after the war, i then move the nearest tree and sit under the shade of the tree memorizing the war that has happened

But then, a tears fall down to my cheeks without me even realize, "geez...it's no use to think about what has happened anymore.." i said that convince myself, but the tears won't stop, 'but, it should be okay right? This is my dream after all' with that thought, i immersed into my regret, thinking what if i receive danna-sama help that time, what if i was not so selfish...what if i was stronger..

"Nothing would change" the voice that came from behind me suddenly answer my question, the voice that i recognize very well, but strangely...I'm feeling very calm, "you think so..?" I asked the voice while wiping my tears, "yeah, it's my destiny after all" the voice answer in solemn tone, "but compare to me, you have it more rough huh? The guilt that have been burdening you this whole time....the facade that you has to show infront of yours citizens...i'd like to say that, what has happen is not your fault..but i guess that will not do you much help right?" The voice said rather teasingly

"....i miss you, eura" i'm afraid, i'm very afraid that the moment i turn to look at her, she will dissapear, but for now, hearing her voice again is enough for me, "come on azusa, what happen to the mighty queen that led an army to defeat a literal god?" Eura replied with such a casual tone, the tone that we used to talk with each other in the past, "mighty queen huh..." I mutter as the title is too much for me who can't even protect my best friend, "but right now, i'm happy, you gave me the gift that i would never forget even in afterlife..the affection that i yearn in my life time...thank you" eura said while hugging me from behind

"Thank you for loving me, azusa" eura slowly whisper to my ear, 'don't say that...don't say that....you are my sister after all!' at that moment the tears that i've been try to hold, falling one by one to the grass, *sob* i who can't control myself anymore turn to look at eura, looking at her beautiful figure, i hug her tightly, "don't say that! I want you to know....that i've always! Always! Love you!!" At that time, my tears falling off more rapidly as i hugged eura, don't want to lost her again

"I'm sorry...i actually want to be with you a little bit longer"

*Ba-dump!!*

"I'm sorry...i couldn't stay with you in the moment where you at the lowest..."

*Ba-dump!!*

"I'm sorry! I leave our family first!!"

*Ba-dump!!*

"I want...to stay with you, nii-san and the twins a bit longer....but it seems it's time for me to go.."

My heart beat wildly hearing eura words, 'she want to stay with us.....but-but i kill her!!' my heart is filled with anger to myself, 'why! Why i did that!' i hugged her more tightly afraid that she will dissapear at any moment, 'i..i must do something! Danna-sama..that's right! Danna-sama, must have a way-' but before i could finish my messy thought, eura then touch my cheek wiping out my tears with gentle expression

"I don't want to go while seeing you like this azusa...calm down and smile" eura calmly said while comforting me, "that's right azusa....smile just like that, your face right now would have make a beautiful painting.." eura said while slowly become more transparent, "let's see....i would love to call it 'The tales of the mighty monster queen'...sound nice" eura asked me while forcing her smiles as she slowly dissapear

"I would love to see it..eura" i said while letting off my hugged, "um! Until next time........Nee-san" and just like that my long but short conversations with my sister ended, "that's ended far too soon....but nee-san huh?" I mutter while try to memorize her expression, 'it's sound nice..'