"my savior..." a hawks x y/n story

Encounter

He is the most attractive hero after all. Well according to media.

Y/N's POV
After last night, I didn't know what to think. Why would he let me lay on him? Maybe he just wanted to me be comfortable. Hm. Maybe. I should start getting ready. I put on my white blouse, black shorts, and black skirt. I then grabbed my tie and my keys and was on my way out. Until... "Be quiet. Don't make a sound." A large hand covered half of my face, pulled me towards their body, and ran into a dark alley. They had a black hoodie on covering half of their face. They had purple scars across their face and on their hands. "Your Hawks' new little play thing hm?" "I- no that's not it, at all!" " Quiet down, or else I'm gonna have to burn you."

You stared at them with a wide eyed look. What. Is this..? It can't be? A true villian.. I wasn't prepared for this. "Finally noticed where I can from huh?" He took his hood off and grabbed your hand. "Sweetie get up, you don't need to be sitting on the floor like a helpless puppy." You slowly got up, shaking, terrified of what's to come. "Hey. Don't be scared. I'm just going to ask you a few questions. But if you do annoy me in the slightest, you will be turned into ash." He grabbed you hand and started walking you farther back the alley. "Why did you come to fine me?" He looked at you with stupidity. "As I said, I need some answers from you." "Hm, fine." You guys walked until you reached a path towards another building. He then sat down, pulling you down by the hand.

"So, has Hawks' said anything to you about being a.. double?" What does he mean by..double? A secret quirk. A secret alliance..? "What do you mean by double?" "Don't worry about it." He then stood up. "You would have been dead if you weren't with Hawks" Your eyes widened with fright. "Go kid, run away. Don't tell anybody about this." You stood up and ran until you got to work. What was that feeling? He's killed so many, but I feel like I could too.. SHIT what am I thinking. I'm training with #2 to be a hero. I have no reason to kill. When you arrived at work, he was there, the golden eye, crimson wings, incredibly attractive man. "Hey kid, I felt bad for scaring you and laying with you without permission, so I got you these." He put out his hand and gave you a bouquet of flowers and some chocolate. "I, thank you so much!" You then gave him a hug. He jumped because of how sudden it was, but he eventually gave in.

Y/N's POV
I feel like I could sit in this hug forever. "Oh today I saw-"  My eyes widened. I forgot. I have to keep quiet. "I saw some uh pigeons outside of my door.." "Pigeons?" He let out such a cute and incredibly hot laugh. "So I was thinking .." "Hm?" "You are still young enough to enroll in U.A" I felt a sting in the back of my head. I was mad. I wanted revenge on every single soul that has done me wrong. I cant think with a hero like mind. You know what, i probably didn't get enough sleep last night. "I would love to go to U.A, but exams have already passed." "Kid I'm a hero. I could put in some good word for you. You quirk is not amazing, but it could be very useful if used well." I was finally happy someone appreciated my quirk. "It could be useful for either side of the wall." I was confused. What does he mean by that? "You know villian hero?" Dammit. Not again.

FLASHBACK
"Mommy, mommy I got my quirk!" She was the only one who appreciated my quirk. "Honey that's amazing!" She gave me the best hug I could ever ask for. The last hug she gave me.
"YOU BITCH!" My dad threw a hammer at her head, knocking her out. "MOMMY!" It was like no one could hear me. "TREATING OUR DAUGHTER LIKE SHES ROYALTY!" Mommy. "SHES NOTHING BUT A WORTHLESS VILLIAN PIECE OF SHIT" Mommy. He then took the hammer, and crushed her skull. My dad did this. Murder.

REAL TIME
"YOU PIECE OF SHIT THAT WAS MURDER!" My eyes were watering. "What?" "THAT WAS MURDER YOU DID IT RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME." I looked down away from the face of the man whom I was yelling at. "I NEVER TOLD A SINGLE SOUL, YOU JUST DID IT AGAIN AND AGAIN." Hawks stood up and put his hands on my cheeks. "Hey is everything ok?" "GET AWAY, GET AWAY please." "Ok I'll go, see you later kid." I screamed at the top of my lungs. I couldn't thing straight. I drew wings, put them on, and flew to dads house. When I arrived, I was pissed. "Where are you, you son of a bitch?" "Huh?" "HEY DADDY! Remember your useless daughter? She's not so useless anymore!" I drew a knife. "K-kid please I'm sorry." "YOUR SOOOO SORRY HUH? SORRY FOR KILLING THE ONLY PERSON THAT CARED ABOUT ME?" I then pulled him by his jacket. "BYE BITCH" I stabbed him. Over and over until I couldn't see through the tears in my eyes. "Oh shit, DAD!" I panicked. Blood, tears, sweat everywhere. "DADDY IM SORRY!" I didn't know what else to do, so I dragged his body in the closest alley I could find. I cleaned up the bloody mess, disposed of my clothes, and made sure to use my drawings to make it seem like nothing happened. I just committed m-murder. I'm no different from any villian. Killing out of anger?  What am I? A villian? I know I'm no hero after what I've just done. What am I supposed to do? I then turned to leave the house and then- "What the actual fuck."

Ok longest chapter yet
How was the sudden change?
1,029 words
I will release the next chapter probably later today