Reborn as gaster but as a human too?

Strange...feeling? Attachment?

It's been a two days since then, I still have a few more days until it was Saturday before I could meet up with blue and hang out with him.

Which kinda threw me off a little, not going to lie... I just feel a strange attachment to blue and black for some reason.. I wonder if it's because the two of them are sans from different aus?

It has me a bit puzzled but I have no doubt, if I were to meet a few other papyrus's, I would feel attached to them as well.. maybe it's because I'm human Gaster? That could be it, I don't know how this Gaster was like though..but considering blue was asking to hang out with me on the same day..Did he tell the others about me and my name?

Is that why black was there that day? Hmm..so many questions with no answers right now...I'll have to find out sooner or later...

If Gaster wasn't a great monster in his past life...and they think I'm his reincarnation..well I might be fucked...or they could be trying to make sure I don't turn out like my past self IF Gaster past self was bad..

I mean he could have been nice and all..but I don't know, there's a lot of fan fiction I read that he was evil and others he was nice and that sans and Papryus were his kids or something else...

I just don't know to be honest on what Gaster was like..

I mean I like the thought of him being a good parent or sibling if they were related. But man did I see a lot of evil or bad gasters in fan fictions. I found the evil ones more then the good ones.

Which made me a bit sad but oh well, I shrugged it off for now.

And continued with my own work for the day, which wasn't too much today, thank god, that way I can continue to either think or do some other things I've been planning to do..like work on a machine that I saw that plays a part in bringing other aus here.

But I wanted the version that was fixed so that they could travel between this au and others and back and forth if they wanted too...

I don't know If I'm that smart enough to do it without accidentally bringing other versions of myself or more versions of sans and papyrus here..but I can certainly try.

Because I'm not sure if they wanted to go back to their aus or not, I know some wouldn't depending on their au and what the au was like but I know some probably do want to go back for their own friends and get them on the surface at the very least before coming back or or not.

I wanted to focus on that when I didn't have work, well not all the time of course.

I wanted time for myself and with my two dogs. Along with just time off from anything, I didn't want to overwork myself after all, it wouldn't help anyone if I did that.

So of Course I'm going to have a small schedule for days like these and when I don't have work.

That way I know what I'm going to do that day and not forget and accidentally overwork myself like that one time..or that time before...and the time before that and- yeah I know I have a habit of overworking myself on accidentally if I'm not to careful and have a schedule for days like these.

Which is why I'm currently making a small little schedule for myself on my calendar. I tend to check that once a day so I'll be reminded on what I'm doing that day.

Though to be honest, I'm thankful I didn't forget anything of my current life right now, since I had very bad memory in my past life.

I just think it's because I'm human Gaster now, so that might have helped a lot.

I almost let out a sigh as I finished writing my schedule on my calendar on certain days before I headed down into my basement and started working on the machine that I was pretty grateful I kinda looked it up on google. I didn't pay much attention to it unfortunately, so I may make mistakes on the machine..