The Real Me.

Friend

        Have you ever felt not good enough not worthy of love. that's how i feel nothing goes right for me anymore. whoever said that high school was the best time of you're life lied to you. High school is nothing less than a living hell confined by four walls that everyone ages 15 to 18 are forced to attend. I'm going to call you my Friend. I trust that you will be there to listen to me when no one else will give me the time of day. My name is Ansley I'm seventeen years old and a senior in high school. 

        Dear Friend : Just to catch you up to date on my life I will start at the begining or at least as close to as I can remember. I was Born June 11th 1997 in Ogden Utah. At age 3 me and my family moved from Utah to the small town of Brookings Oregon with only a population of 6,374 people. But this is'nt how i have become who I am in fact the first date that really started to shape my life was the day my little sister was born on July 12 2001. only one year after my sister was born we moved again but this time to Silverdale Washington. 

        My little sister's name is Makenzie. She is a little she devil at times then a tornado full of energy. I've found that its best to avoid Makenzie she is time bomb ready to detente at any moment. I love her all the same, and she is one of the only person that I can talk to. after my sister was born my life was turned and shaken just like i was in a snow globe thrown out because I was no longer wanted the glass shattered leaving me exposed and vulnerable. My sister had taken the spotlight at only age two she was getting all the things that I didn't. she got love and attention she was perfect in my parents eyes an angel fallen straight from the sky. To me she was no angle she was a a I don't know but defiantly not what my parents saw her as. No they thought that she was perfect but I saw how she acted when they walked out of the room. Lets just say that she was a bitter she would latch onto my back and bite down until her jaw hurt or she was pulled off of me. This happened from an early age and continues to happen even though she is now a teenager. That's enough about Makenzie for now. Moving on with my history. 

        We lived in Seattle for 5 years then we moved back to the lifeless place of West Haven Utah or Mormon county as me and my family call It. The Only good thing that happened when we moved to Utah was that I started playing for a travel softball team. 

Please let me know what you guys think.. I have never written a story before. this chapter you just get a little taste of Ansley's backround